only for you

so, its been a whole year, huh?

i found this notebook again recently after losing it for a while. i wasn't going to write in it again but one last entry seems fitting.

i'm happy now minju unnie. sometimes i still wonder if you're happy. if chaewon unnie makes you as happy as i did? and then i realise that i shouldn't be worrying about you. i have my own girlfriend and you have yours.

wonyoung and i are still together. i love her with my whole heart and she loves me. she makes me so so happy and i owe almost every piece of happiness i have now to her.

eunbi unnie, yena unnie and chaeyeon unnie were a bit sceptical about me dating someone new so soon after a break up but after they met wonyoung they changed their minds completely. i guess she really is just that amazing of a person.

anyway, i'm completely over you unnie. and i have been for quite a while now. i guess theres no need for this notebook anymore.

so goodbye minju unnie. i won't let your memories or you affect me negatively anymore.

yujin closed her notebook and let out a sigh. it was relieving. officially ending things like this. like a wait she didn't know was there had been lifted off her shoulders.

"you okay?" wonyoung asked, running her hands through her girlfriends hair.

yujin looked up at her and grinned. "i'm fine," yujin said. "perfect actually." she grabbed wonyoung's hand and gave it a squeeze.

yujin stood up. "come on," she said. "let's get rid of this."

"are you sure you want to?" wonyoung asked. "it's how we met."

yujin nodded. "i have you now," she said. "i don't need this."

wonyoung smiled and hugged her girlfriend.

together, they went up to yujin's attic and found a box full of other books and notebooks at the very back. they placed it into the box before heading back downstairs.

maybe someday, years from now, yujin would find that notebook and reminisce on this past year and her memories with minju, wonyoung and all her friends.

but for now she was happy. she was happy with her girlfriend.

yujin had her bunny and wonyoung had her puppy and that was all they needed. their hearts were only for each other.