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Lexa checked herself in the mirror. She wore the white button down that Clarke used to love and left the top buttons undone.
Lexa didn't know what she was doing or why she was about to do what she was about to do. Last night confused the fuck out of her, she didn't know where she stood with the blonde after their... shenanigans. All she knew was that she needed to be near Clarke again; to feel her warmth, to see her smile.
Once content with her own appearance, the brunette left for the restaurant with a particular pep in her step. Lexa bought a single rose from a vendor on the way and held it up to smell the flower.
Lexa's heart rate picked up in her chest as she caught sight of that familiar menu board. The restaurant was one that Clarke and Lexa frequented in the past. Their quiches were to die for. As Lexa grabbed the door handle, she saw through the window- a feature of the restaurant they used to love and enjoy when the brunette would come up with silly backstories for passers-by, Bellamy seated opposite the blonde with his back toward the entrance. Lexa stopped short. It was then that Clarke noticed the brunette at the door. Their eyes met, and the old flames spoke without words.
Lexa dropped the stalk in her hand and trampled it as she turned around and walked away. Her strides increased as her walk turned into a slow jog, then into a full-on sprint. She didn't know where she was going; she didn't know if she was going home, or if she was even headed in the right direction. She just knew that she needed to get away as far as possible, as quickly as possible. Thoughts raced through her mind as her legs did the same. Somehow, she got back to her apartment without trying to.
Her phone buzzed in the back pocket of her jeans.
Clarke: I can explain.
Lexa: there's no need.
lose my number
Over the weekend, Lexa cried, drank; did everything in the world she knew would make herself feel better. She got rid of everything in her apartment that reminded her of Clarke to purge the blonde out of her system because come Monday, she was going to suit up, and go to her first day at her dream job. And she was going to crush it.
...
"Hold it!" Lexa said as she stumbled into the elevator. She pressed the button but it refused to light up.
"Marketing right?" A gangly man asked to which Leda nodded.
"You're on thirteen. Thirty's for exec's," he stated.
"I'm Jasper. I'm in marketing too," he held out his hand.
The brunette took his offered hand, "Lexa. It's my first day."
"You'll do great," the floppy-haired man said. Just then, a familiar face walked in.
"Hey," Costia smiled at Lexa then tapped a card and pressed thirty on the lift button.
"You were incommunicado the past couple of days," Costia stated more than asked.
"Uh...yes. I wasn't feeling well," Lexa replied. "I'm better now."
"Good." The lift stopped at the thirteenth storey and Lexa exited with Jasper.
The two walked together a little way before Jasper broke the silence. "Way to get ahead," he joked, then strutted off.
...
The big clock opposite Lexa's cubicle flashed 21:00 in bright red on a black backdrop as she continued clacking away on her computer. The floor was mostly empty as most employees filed out once it was 5 P.M., but not Lexa. She was determined to prove her worth at her new job.
"Hard at work?" Costia sauntered in with a smirk.
Lexa chuckled, "No, just finishing up some paperwork."
Costia walked over and wrapped her arms around Lexa's neck. "Wanna hang out later?"
Lexa sighed and put some distance between them. "Look, I think you're amazing. But I'm not in the position to be with anyone now. I don't think it's fair to be in a relationship with you whilst thinking of someone else."
"Is it Clarke?"
"How did yo-"
"Your chemistry is off the charts, albeit explosive," Costia chortled, thinking back to the loud slap.
She pursed her lips in thought before speaking, "I understand."
"See you later. Your place," Costia ordered authoritatively, leaving no space for argument and sashayed away with extra swing in her hips.
...
Lexa looked up at Costia as she bounced in her lap. She's truly beautiful, she thought, with her hair in a messy bun and lower lip tucked between her teeth. In another life, Lexa would have fallen for her. She shook her head to put away thoughts of a certain blonde and focus on the girl on top of her. Lexa reached up to pinch Costia's nipple who then threw her head back. Lexa slapped the chestnut-haired girl on her ass, further egging her on.
Even though Costia wasn't her direct superior, Lexa knew that nothing good could come from sleeping with her boss. Well, apart from one thing. Lexa was sick and tired of sitting around and wallowing in misery.
Lexa didn't know if it was the light grip on her throat or the heavenly harmony of a bubble butt hitting her thighs, but the brunette was impossibly turned on. Perhaps it was the fact that she hadn't been touched by someone else in over two months (apart from that night) that had her dick rock-hard.
She almost forgot how good it felt to be kissed, and to be chosen by someone. She had almost forgotten what it was like to enjoy another's company. After her break-up, Lexa completely withdrew herself from everyone. If Clarke thought Lexa was closed off before, her departure caused the brunette to burrow further into her cocoon of solitude.
Clarke tore down her walls as easily as she helped build it back up (higher this time). Their split reinforced her previously-abandoned motto to 'trust no bitch'. However, this time will be different- Lexa promised herself, because Costia only wanted her body- something she was still in possession of.
Sensing that Lexa was distracted, Costia leaned down to kiss the brunette, never slowing down her gyrating hips in the process. Lexa stirred from her thoughts and kissed the girl back, then planted her feet on the mattress and pumped her hips to meet Costia's own.
Their movements turned erratic as they both steadily approached their peaks. Lexa felt the tell-tale tightening of the girl's pussy around her member and pulled out just as they both climaxed.
"Mhmm, that's a lot of cum," Costia said as she kissed the brunette before placing a hand on her neck and pushing her back down possibly for another round.