Sometimes What We Love Isn’t What We Need
Oikawa slammed his locker shut with more force than necessary. He pulled on his tights, next came the revealing jumpsuit, he clipped the fake collar around his neck, tied the bow tie, slipped on his cuffs, pulled the thigh high socks up and pushed his feet into the heels..sure they made him like 6’2 but who was complaining? Not him!
The night was uneventful, nothing too bad happened. When work finished he went straight to the corner shop to buy milk bread and melon bread, if his obsession with bread was going to kill him then so be it, let him die. He hadn’t even got changed yet, rather he grabbed one of Hajime’s coats which he always kept in his locker whenever he was too tired to get changed.
Oikawa stood outside of the local supermarket, cigarette dangling from his lips, it was unlit. He sighed and threw his head back with a loud thud against the brickwork, he hadn’t been outside this late at night in awhile, 2am was an odd time indeed.
Everything was silent, it was beautiful, the world seemed to fall away and he felt like he was free again, standing in on an open shore with his friends at his side. He felt like he was twelve again, wearing only his red shirt, black trousers that were too short and his black shoes, he felt the ancient whispers of revenging hunger and the ghosts of wounds that have now scared over.
He felt the gentle pats from the albinos again, the warmth from when the sleepwalkers would huddle around them. He hummed and raised his lighter to the cigarette, he rarely smoked, only doing it after a long day. He was so tired but at the same time he wasn’t, he didn’t know how to explain it other than sluggish really. His mind whirred but his body was tired and struggled to move. He let the cigarette drop from his mouth and he began to trudge his way home, he was so so tired but he didn’t want to sleep even if he was yawning his head off.
Why Don’t you Seijou?
MadOg: can we rlly bring pets to prctce
daddy: ...I don’t know anymore
Babayaga: but daddy!
daddy: please stop calling me that
Babayaga: if i dont will u spank me daddy?
daddy: why do I have to be here
PiNk: we need a mother who isn’t Oikawa
Mama: roOd
Mama2.0: It’s okay Oikawa-san, they don’t mean it!
PiNk: yes I did
Willowtree: i wholeheartedly agree with Takahiro
Onion: fuck off you overgrown weed
Willowtree: shut it you onion looking whelp
Mama: onion head *3* 030 o3o ❤️❤️❤️❤️🥺🥺
Onion: actually you can get rid of him
Mama: so MeAn to your mOtHeR
Onion: if daddy says to stop we will
Daddy: no carry on I want to see what happens
Mama: fuck off you overgrown ingrown toe nail looking bitch
Daddy: I-
Daddy: prepare to die fuck face
Mama: pls no
Mama: Im just horney
Mama: I crave dick
Babayaga: understandable
PiNk: ...tf
MadOg: we doesn’t need to know that
Onion: sksksks
Willowtree: sksksks
Mama2.0: sksksks
Daddy: go get some from UshiUshi
Mama: fuck Off no one fucking asked you knot head
Daddy: seriously...this again??
Daddy: you can’t always be my priority you gotta understand that!!
Mama: I don’t want to talk about this rn
Daddy: then when?????
Mama: j don’t want to talk to you
Oikawa sighed and slammed his head against his front door, no one was home, his mother was probably out snogging some other guy and his dad was probably flying the mile high club so that meant he had his whole house to himself. The guard at the door frowned at him as if to ask what’s wrong but Oikawa smiled and shook his head.
“Have you eaten supper yet Kaito?”
Oikawa asked kindly to the tall wall of a man. Black hair slicked back, big muscly build, tattoos that peaked up over his collar, large hands, red eyes and scars marring paper white skin, so beautiful.
“No I haven’t sir.”
Kaito was polite as always but Oikawa knew how dirty that mouth could get.
“Come inside then and drop the sir, it makes me feel like my father.”
Oikawa shuddered and sniggered, grin growing when he spotted a small smile twirk up the corners of Kaito’s mouth.
“Okay...Tooru.”
Kaito leant down to whisper his name into Tooru’s ear, the boy preened, pressing his back up against Kaito’s chest, he loved the way that even though he was broad he still felt engulfed by Kaito.
BoogieWoogieWoogie
Godzillasimp: what to do if neighbour is flirting with their guard
Snek: dunno is the guard hot or?
Godzillasimp:...maybe
Snek: what does he look like
You’remydad: I just watched Kageyama shout at his roomba because it went over water and he though it was going to die
Litten: shockingly precious
You’remydad: he drops dog treats on the floor to feed it
You’remydad: he told Hinata he had to feed the roomba
You’remydad: he bought one that makes cute noises
Litten: is he baby??
You’remydad: honestly I would say yes but yesterday I watched him scream every time he was doing squats
Thing2: @OiOikawa you’re fucking someone else than me?? Bruh I’m offended
OiOikawa: you’d agree with me if you’ve seen him
You’remydad: is there a time when you’re not horney?
OiOikawa: yes
OiOikawa: volleyball
Babayaga: lies
OiOikawa: shut up I once saw you drink olive oil straight from the bottle
Babayaga: in my defence I was drunk
Babayaga: on very nice Greek wine
Godzillasimp: Oikawa-
Godzillasimp: please just listen
OiOikawa: bciajxjan thats it I’m done
OiOikawa left the group chat
Godzillasimp: …
UshiUshi: …
Babayaga: …
You’remydad: …
Minecraftfox: …
Snek: …
TuTushima: tf
Godzillasimp: he blocked me on private message and I’ve been trying to talk to him but he is still pissy at me and I??
TuTushima: lyric prank
You’remydad: no
You’remydad: Noya did one to Asahi and Noya still hasn’t recovered from the makeup sex
Snek: McRip
Litten: i sensed tension and came as fast as i could lol
HoeHoe: lyric pranks ahah ahaha!
Litten: Y E S
Litten: Q U E E N 🔥 🔥
Snek: yes
Minecraftfox: usually I would say no but I feel Oikawa would appreciate the effort
You’remydad: Jesus fuck
Sugamama: I agree with Kuroo for once, do one
Litten: yes mummy queen
Sugamama: periodt
ReDEeR: just make sure it’s nothing too mean
ReDEeR: ADHD
UshiUshi: oof
UshiUshi: is that the right response Tendou?
ReDEeR: yes!!! I love you Waka-kun <3
UshiUshi: yes, I love you too
Boba: do it your salty bitch
TuTushima: many thanks
WhoWho: Just be careful Iwaizumi-san
WhoWho: make sure to get your point across
You’remydad: how about this will end badly hmm????
Godzillasimp: okay but what if it doesn’t??
You’remydad: it’s like talking to a brick wall with yall
Sugamama: Daichi..what if this is the only way he can get Oikawa to listen
ReDEeR: can vouch for Suga, tis only the way the brat will listen
TuTushima: dude no
TuTushima: I heard that guy sing, and I quote
TuTushima: follow me follow me
my death was kind and sweet
Sin and blisch washed in on way
Follow me to sleep
ReDEeR: I-
Litten: Thats some cultish shit right there bro
Sugamama: oh I know that!!
Sugamama: oh its such a good song!!
Thing2: no it really isn’t bruv
HoeHoe: bruv
Litten: bruv
Puddincat: bruv
Thing2: shut it
Puddincat: lololol
Puddincat: anyway
Puddincat: use the lyrics for Lie by NF but like, fit it to your friendship and shit lol
The
Godzillasimp: ok
ReDEeR: I’ll tell him to unblock you ~~~
Private message OiOikawa and ReDEeR
ReDEeR: unlock Iwaizumi
ReDEeR: he wants to talk to you, he needs to tell you something
OiOikawa: don’t wanna…
ReDEeR: babs I know what he is going to say
ReDEeR: just listen to him ‘kay???
OiOikawa:...fine
Private message OiOikawa and Godzillasimp
OiOikawa: what??
Godzillasimp: I heard you told your people that I'm just not your friend
Godzillasimp: If that's how you really feel, then why'd you call last night?
OiOikawa: bc I wanted to talk to you!
OiOikawa: besides I never told anyone that Iwa-chan! You’re my best friend!!
Godzillasimp: You say all I ever do is just control your life
OiOikawa: sometimes you can be controlling but you don’t control my life Iwa
Godzillasimp: But how you gonna lie like that, how you gonna lie like that?
OiOikawa: I’m not lying!!
Godzillasimp: Yeah, I heard you said I ain't the type for you
OiOikawa: what??
Godzillasimp: I don't regret it though, I learned from it
OiOikawa: learned what
Godzillasimp: They should have you locked up for all the time you stole from us
OiOikawa: I’ve never stolen from you!
Godzillasimp: Took you out when I had no money
OiOikawa: you should’ve told me!! I’ll always give you money Iwa!!
Godzillasimp: Only person that you ever cared about was you, that's why it's so funny
OiOikawa: that’s not true! I’d give you my fucking kidneys!
Godzillasimp: You want somebody that'll keep you warm at night, then tell me, why you actin' cold to me?
OiOikawa: I-
OiOikawa: I love our cuddles but like, you’re dating someone right now!
Godzillasimp: You ain't the only one to blame, no
OiOikawa: that’s not what I meant…
Godzillasimp: I'm the one that made you rich when I bought every lie you sold to me
OiOikawa: I’ve never told you a lie!
Godzillasimp: Yeah, heard you threw away the pictures
OiOikawa: of course not! They’re still on my wall
Godzillasimp: But you still got the memories of us, so I guess that don't really make a difference
OiOikawa: I’m confused
Godzillasimp: Flippin' through 'em in your head
Got you texting me all hours any night
OiOikawa: I’m sorry if my texts piss you off! I promise I won’t text you anymore!
Godzillasimp: Yeah, you told me that you needed distance
Godzillasimp: What's the deal with you?
OiOikawa: Just to breath and think is all Iwa
Godzillasimp: You say you want a friend that keeps it real
Godzillasimp: Then why you mad when I get real with you?
OiOikawa: I don’t get mad!
Godzillasimp: You want someone to pay the bills for you
OiOikawa: I’ll pay for bills if you need!!
Godzillasimp: Went from feelin' you, now I feel for you, liar
OiOikawa: what’s that supposed to mean???
Godzillasimp: I heard you told your people that I'm just not your friend
Godzillasimp: If that's how you really feel, then why'd you call last night?
OiOikawa: because I wanted to hear your voice…
Godzillasimp: You say all I ever do is just control your life
Godzillasimp: But how you gonna lie like that, how you gonna lie like that?
OiOikawa: ...Iwa-chan
Godzillasimp: Look, let me guess, you want to stay friends?
OiOikawa: yes, I want you in my life
Godzillasimp: Tellin' people that's how we been?
OiOikawa: I don’t understand…
Godzillasimp: Tellin' everybody, yeah that we was barely speakin'
OiOikawa: but we talk all the time!
OiOikawa: well except recently
Godzillasimp: All this kinda funny, why'd you call me every day then?
OiOikawa: because I get lonely…
OiOikawa: and I don’t call you everyday!!
Godzillasimp: It's immaturity, you goin' off the deep end
OiOikawa: you know I can’t help being hyper Iwa-chan...
Godzillasimp: You just want somebody you can chill and get some drinks with, cool
OiOikawa: well it’d be nice if we could do that...
Godzillasimp: Then don't hit me on the weekend, tellin' me you missed the way we talked and how I listen, yeah
OiOikawa: but I do!
OiOikawa: I get that you have Ichiko now but I miss you!
Godzillasimp: Why you playin' with my mind, huh?
OiOikawa: but I’m not!! At least not intentionally...
Godzillasimp: Why you playin' with my time, huh?
OiOikawa: you’ve already sent this, are you alright??
Godzillasimp: Told me we should let it go and put it all behind us
OiOikawa: I mean-
OiOikawa: it’s be best if we could talk this out Hajime…
OiOikawa: but if you want to put it behind us then I’ll gladly do it!
Godzillasimp: That's what I did, now you askin' me what I done, I was
OiOikawa: I don’t understand! You wanted to talk it out!
Godzillasimp: Waitin' for this day, I saw it comin'
OiOikawa: what coming?
Godzillasimp: I think you just like attention, tryna tell me all your problems
OiOikawa:...I thought you didn’t mind
OiOikawa: I mean yeah I liked the attention
OiOikawa: but I loved that you were there for me more..
Godzillasimp: I got issues of my own, I ain't got time for all this drama
OiOikawa: then we can talk about them!
OiOikawa: you don’t need to bottle all this up Hajime!!
Godzillasimp: You told me that you don't really wanna talk, then why you callin', huh?
OiOikawa: because I miss you???
Godzillasimp: do you understand how I feel now?
OiOikawa: honestly? I don’t know
OiOikawa: I’ve never said half of those things!!
OiOikawa: I don’t understand why you would think that?
OiOikawa: I don’t need a break from you, I need you here Iwa-chan
Godzillasimp: well I can’t give you 24/7
OiOikawa: I know!
OiOikawa: I just miss you!
OiOikawa: All I want is nothing more to hear you knocking at my door
Godzillasimp: if you want me to come around I’ll come now???
OiOikawa: 'Cause if I could see your face once more
Godzillasimp: ffs
OiOikawa: I could die as a happy man I'm sure
Godzillasimp: Shittykawa we’ve talked about this, if you feel this way take your meds and talk to me!!
OiOikawa: When you said your last goodbye
Godzillasimp: bruh that was two days ago
OiOikawa: I died a little bit inside
Godzillasimp: tf????
OiOikawa: I lay in tears in bed all night
Godzillasimp: Tooru...
OiOikawa: Alone without you by my side
Godzillasimp: if you’re having struggle sleeping then tell me
Godzillasimp: I’ll come over!!
OiOikawa: But If you loved me
Godzillasimp: if course I do fuck head
Godzillasimp: you’re my best friend
OiOikawa: Why did you leave me
Godzillasimp: you know why damnit
Godzillasimp: I love you and Ichiko!
OiOikawa: Take my body...Take my body
Godzillasimp: what?
Godzillasimp: don’t go around offering your body to people ffs
OiOikawa: All I want is
Godzillasimp: ???
OiOikawa: All I need is
Godzillasimp: America explain-
OiOikawa: To find somebody
Godzillasimp: ahem
Godzillasimp: you have me???
OiOikawa: I'll find somebody
Godzillasimp: no???
OiOikawa: Cause you brought out the best of me
Godzillasimp: I-
Godzillasimp: well if that’s the best of you then Jesus shit Tooru
OiOikawa: A part of me I'd never seen
Godzillasimp:...Tooru
Godzillasimp: I don’t know what happened before I met you but I’m glad you’re a happy person now
OiOikawa: You took my soul wiped it clean
Godzillasimp: you know if fucking slaughter those guys who messed with you!!
OiOikawa: Our friendship was made for movie screens
Godzillasimp: I??
Godzillasimp: that’s kinda worrying??
Godzillasimp: most friendships in movies don’t end well???
Godzillasimp: Tooru?
Godzillasimp: Oikawa!
Godzillasimp: Answer your fucking phone
Godzillasimp: answer it or I’ll come over!!
Godzillasimp: I’m coming over I swtg-