surprising revelations
PVD Clarke
1 week later
I can feel and heard people around me. I was trying to wake up and I succeeded after a while:
- “Mum…” I whispered in a hoarse voice because of the lack of water
- “My daughter…” she told me, handing me a glass of water
I was starting to look around. I saw we were in Lexa's room. What was I doing here? And above all what had happened since I had eradicated Alie? Did they know about the primfaya? why did they all look shocked and why some people looked at me with admiration?
- “What's going on? What has happened since I fell asleep? “I asked with concern
- “Clarke, many things happened and you did not fall asleep, you were in a coma for 1 week ...” she said, bending her forehead
-"I have to know! Tell me!” I say with determination
-"I don't think so, you need to rest!” She says in a maternal tone
- “You think the fact that I was in a coma will change something! Ever since you brought me down with the others to earth, we've been on our own! Then tell me!” I asked when I got up and walked towards her
She did not answer for long and interminable minutes. During this time of absence, I dressed as best I could with the clothes left next to my bed.
-"I don't want to lose you!" she said.
- “you have forgotten that I have grown up as a mother since you sent me to earth! I became an adult from the moment I came down to earth! It's time you accepted it!” I say from the room
I was walking better than I could because I was in pain everywhere, because I woke up from a coma and forced too much when I got up. I walked up to a young girl with dull skin and wearing capes like a Titus. She approached me and began to speak to me:
-"So, it's you. I’m Gaia and I'm the new fleimkepa!" she said, looking at me admiringly
- “Why are you saying that? otherwise, my name is Clarke Griffin! “I said, looking at her suspiciously
- “you know since you destroyed Alie, so you saved us from death! the people see you as their Heda, especially since your almost miraculous change after the near extinction of the natblidas!” She said
- “what change? I can't be their Heda, I'm not a natblida!” I say shocked
- “You have become a natblida Clarke kom skaikru! you are the last natblida and it is your duty to become Heda and command us!" she said
I cannot be natblida, it is biologically impossible. I do not come down from becca pramheda. I can’t become a commander. But unfortunately, she died and with her all that remained of myself. I started to look at Gaia with doubt.
- “If you don’t believe me, all you have to do is take my dagger and make a slight cut on your hand.” Did she add by handing me her dagger
I began to stare at his dagger and took it. I wondered if it was stupid to do this but I did it, because I absolutely did not believe in it, I cannot be natblida and become the commander. I am not worthy of it, lexa is dead because of me and everyone I love dies around me. I only sow chaos around me, I do not deserve to replace lexa if it is possible. I would only sow death.
Suddenly, I took the wrist and, in a frank gesture, I made a slight cut. I believed that Gaia was wrong, that I was right. then I thought I was hallucinating but not. My blood running out of my wound was Black. I became a natblida by some means. How is this even possible? I looked at Gaia in shock but I quickly put on my mask. she could not see my expressions shocked; she saw only the mask.
- “okay, I believe you now!” I say by Fixing it
- “what do you want from me?” I added
-"I want you to be commander or to lead the 12 clans until there are new Natblidas," she replied, looking into my eyes.
-"I can’t, I’m not a commander, it was Lexa, not me." I said with sadness.
I would never allow myself to become a commander. It belonged to Lexa, not to me. Even though I don’t know by what means or how, my blood turned black. Just thinking about Lexa, I had tears in my eyes but I kept them because it would be a sign of weakness.If I had to do what she asked me to do, I would do it to preserve the legacy of Lexa, the love of my life. I lost him just when I had just forgiven him and opened my heart to him.
-"You cared for her!" said Gaia, looking into my eyes.
-"Yes, she was special to me," I replied with sadness and melancholy.
-"I will do what you want, but I will lead the coalition until I find new natblidas and a new commander." I added firmly
- “that’s what I was hoping you’d say!” said she with joy
- “what happened while I was in a coma? “was I questioning her
- “-Azgeda tried to take control of the coalition but we managed to prevent them from taking control! Besides, we started and finished fixing what was broken in Polis. “she said seriously
- “Us?” I asked
- “Ambassadors and me! When we learned that you had become a nightblood, we saw this as a sign. It motivated everyone to rebuild polite, we all united to do it. As we were always supposed to do. As lexa kom triku would have wanted. You were destined to become the next commander after lexa kom triku. She was right about you, you were born to be a leader, Clarke kom skaikru!” she replied
- “but I was not born nightblood ….” say I with skeptic
- “how are the people or the coalition?” I added
- “it doesn’t matter, now you’re a nightblood! just when there was no more nightblood, no more potential commander to guide us, you appear. This is a sign from the commander. You may have been born in heaven but you were destined to be native to earth.” She says
- “They are all well, nothing that time will cure and I did not answer anything about it anymore! we have other things to discuss before! “she added, looking into my eyes
- “I would not be a commander, I repeat myself! I will just see to it that the coalition of Lexa kom triku, your true commander, is respected. And no more, no less, until I find the next commander. I will take care of all the peoples as if they were all my own.” said I firmly by staring into her eyes
- “who told you? who is common?” I asked
- “your mother discovered you were a nightblood during your coma and I accidentally heard it next door. Only I, the ambassadors and your mother know about it. There would be … maybe your friends, I think …” she murmured
- “who…?” was I questioning
- “I think they were called Octavia and Raven!” she says
- “are you sure?” I say
-"Yes!" she said.
- “OK!” did I nod as I reflected
How could they know? I asked myself, would they tell anyone?
I trust Them but with the latest events, I didn’t know what to think. I had to go and talk to them.
- “I must go and do something, but you don’t tell anyone about it!” ordered me to stare at her
-”do you know what they are?” I added
- “yes wanheda!” she confirmed, tilting her head
- “they are on the training ground!" she added.
I left the room as fast as I could but as quietly as possible. I had to find as soon as I could Octavia and Raven to talk to them. I went out a door, then went to look for the training
ground. I was wondering, why were they there?
I think Octavia was there to train, but what could Raven do? I didn’t have the slightest idea but I would see when I got there. I was starting to get out of the tower, I was heading for the noises I heard thinking that this was where the training ground was probably.
I followed the noises and finally arrived at the training ground. I looked for Octavia and Raven. I live them after a while. They were talking and we could see that Octavia had just been training, it was covered with sweat ,from all over the body. As for Raven, she was talking to Octavia.
I began to approach them very slowly. I finally arrived at them:
- “Octavia, Raven!” say I as I look at them
- “Clarke!” they replied in synchro
- “I have to talk to you about something important!” said I
- “Okay, come follow me!" replied Octavia, beginning to follow a path to a building.
I began to follow Octavia to the building with Raven. The building looked like a small house composed mainly of wood and the roof was made of a kind of straw with plants on top that probably protected the building.
We enter the “house”:
- “what does everyone want to talk to us about?” asked them with curiosity
- “you know very well what!” say I seriously
They looked at each other and then stared at me, as if to send me a message. Probably because despite the security of the place, we could probably be spying on us, we never knew. It’s better to be careful, especially in our current situation.
“-we see, don’t worry!” said they
- “We know because we were there when your diagnosis was found out!” said they with sadness
-"Moreover, your mother asked me to take a look at your diagnosis to be sure! Because your diagnosis had some technology in it and she needed my help to better understand that part.” added-Raven
-"And I was there!" said Octavia
- “we will never say it, we swear it to you!” said they taking me in their
Arm
They hugged me as if I were going to escape and never turn around. Or as if they were afraid of losing me?
- “how? “Did I question skeptic
-“we saw you inanimate and we realized that the resentment we had for you did not matter! We understood why you did what you did and that you always did the best you could! We talked together and came to the same conclusion! “they replied
-“who is?” I say with anguish
-“we will always be there for you in spite of your blood!” are they whispering
-"We were so afraid of losing you, when we saw you inert on the floor and you didn’t answer. You were like a rag doll. You scared us to death!” they said, with tears in their eyes
-“you’re like the big sister I never had!” add-Octavia by squeezing me harder
-“and you the little sister I never had but I couldn’t protect!” said she sobbing and hugging me like an iron vice
-“shh…!" I said, trying to calm them down.
I manage to calm them down after a while. I realized that I had lost the love of my life and that I would miss it for the rest of my life. But that I had just won two sisters, who
would be there in all good and bad trials. I parted from them to be able to talk to them.
-“but girls, we have a problem!” say I seriously
-“what?" they replied.
-“there is a second nuclear apocalypse on the way, it was Alie who told me and if we do nothing…”I say
-“I’m going to go check if it’s true and we’ll find a solution, don’t worry! ”say Raven
-"We will get there, together!" said they, looking at me and extending their hands to me.
-“together!” I confirmed by taking their hands
Then we begin to think about what we can do next for this disaster.
PVD LEXA
I started to wake up slowly. I could feel my blood slowly flowing along my body. I could hear voices whispering, and footsteps. I could just say to the noise that I thought there were two women and two men, I think.
I could smell the flowers nearby. We must have been next to a flower field.
I opened my eyes and saw people I had never hoped to see again. My family. I saw my two sisters and my two brothers. Their names are Alena, Elena and Stevin, Gaspard.
I rose sharply but I saw trouble until I felt arms catching up to sit on a bed.
-“very gently, you were not saved to die.” He said with a smile on his face
-"Gaspard, what happened?" I asked under the shock.
-“The Keeper of the Flame, Titus, I believe, came here.He dropped you off and we took care of you.He said it was his fault if you died. You were barely breathing when you arrived. We thought you were dead.” He replied with sadness
Suddenly I remembered everything. What happened to Clarke since I died? I have to know. What happened after my «death»?
-“what has happened since my death!” say I rising up
I managed to walk and stay despite the shooting in my belly.
-“softly! Your wound should not be aggravated!" said one of my sisters.
-“I want to know what happened and how come you are alive, I thought you were dead! “ would I insist with tears in my eyes
-"We will tell you!" they said.
They began to tell me what had happened after my death: Alie, the azgeda revolt that had tried to take control but had been pushed back by the ambassadors. Then I also learned about Clarke’s fight and that she was in bad shape. It fills me with pride to know what she had achieved but also with sadness to have not been there for her and with her. I had to go to her and see more details about the situation.
-“I have to go in polis!" I said, looking into their eyes with determination.
They wouldn’t stop me from going to politeness and going to see Clarke to make sure she was safe. I wouldn’t feel better until I saw her. I felt sad for aiden and the others. They didn’t deserve this; I would like to avenge them but Ontari was dead. I had to move on, we’re about to go to war from what I know of Polis.
-“and you will not stop me!” I added with firmness
-“we’re going to go! And we weren’t gonna stop you from going, but we were just gonna stop you from reopening your wounds by taking a little rest before you went! You have been in a coma for 1 month!” they said
-“We survived, you just saw the burning house and the bodies of the people who tried to kill us five years ago. We know that it was Queen Nia who had sent them. So we pretended to be dead to escape him. We sent a message to let you know that we were still alive . but you must have never received it, given your reaction.” They said
-“it’s true, I never received anything. We wait 2 days, time to prepare our personal belongings and we will go in Polis!" they said.
So we began to prepare our personal belongings to leave at Polis.