Why?
Seola decided to visit the other dorm to spend some time with Soobin. As usual, Soobin keeps on acting like she hates Seola's advances on her but Seola thinks that's what makes Soobin more cuter in her eyes.
"Can you stop making my stomach sick? Hormonal kids." Exy complained cause Seolbin keeps on flirting on the sofa while she's watching TV.
"You are just jealous cause Soobin and I are much sweeter than your favorite drama characters, Sojung." Seola teased making Exy glared at her.
Bona went out of her bedroom, ignoring her members esp Seola who's their guest. Bona just walked passed the living room then went to the balcony.
"What's up with that kid?" Exy mumbled while massaging her temples. Being a leader of WJSN is so hard esp when her members are being such brats.
"I'll just talk to Bona, Soobin-ah." Seola whispered to Soobin who whined then cling to her like a baby making Exy had enough.
Exy turned off the TV, glared at Seolbin then went to her own bedroom. Seola chuckled then whispered sweet words to Soobin who chuckled then finally let her go.
"Fine. Just make it quick, jagiya." Soobin said then went to the kitchen.
Seola smiled then walked her way to the balcony. She saw Bona sitting on the floor while hugging her knees.
Bona glared at Seola. "What?"
Seola chuckled. "Still acting awkward with me? There's no camera filming us now, Bona."
"I'm not acting awkward with you on cam. I just don't feel like playing with you most of the time, Seola unnie." Bona explained.
Seola smiled then sat next to Bona. "It's okay. As your unnie, I just want to see you always happy, Bona. That's why stop sulking now, stupid."
"I don't deserve to be happy. Eunseo almost killed herself because of me." Bona said full of guilt. She already knows that Eunseo is now discharged from the hospital since yesterday but Bona can't find enough courage to visit Eunseo. She really wants to visit and take care of Eunseo but Bona still hates herself for what happened between them last time.
"It's not your fault, Bona. You just give some sense to Eunseo's mind. I believe that our fear in hurting Eunseo with the truth is much worst than comforting her with lies." Seola said making Bona looked at her confused. Seola smiled bitterly. "Exy, Luda and I are already aware before that Eunseo had depression. We thought everything will be alright soon but her condition got worse. And the moment we already decided to bring Eunseo for medical advice, the pedestrian accident happened and now, our Eunseo is suffering from this pains. This won't happen to Eunseo if we didn't act too late to save her, Bona."
"So...we are both blaming ourselves which is useless cause doing it won't help Eunseo." Bona said and Seola nodded. Bona took a long deep sigh then mumbled. "But I still hate myself for breaking Eunxiao."
Seola heard what Bona said but she just remain silent. All of WJSN members suspect Eunxiao as real lovers anyway.
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Xuanyi smiled bitterly as she looked at Bona's selca on her phone. She really missed the smaller girl but Xuanyi is scared to push herself in Bona anymore. Not just because Eunseo almost killed herself after her confrontation with Bona but also because, Xuanyi felt it's useless to keep on knocking on Bona's heart who might never open for her. But still, Xuanyi knows that she's foolishly hoping for Bona's love.
"Why this group is full of complicated lovelines?" Xuanyi heard Meiqi said and she saw the latter standing on the doorway. "You don't deserve being in a one sided love, princess."
"Are you here to save me from this sad love story, my prince?" Xuanyi teased and she chuckled when Meiqi acted like throwing up.
Meiqi smiled then closed the door. She sat on the bed next to Xuanyi, grabbed her phone and put it on the other bed. "Stop torturing yourself, stupid."
"I can only love Bona secretly so you can't blame me, Meiqi." Xuanyi said and was about to get her phone when Meiqi grabbed it then hide it on her back. "What's up with you?"
"I will give it back to you if you'll promise me that you'll finally confess to Bona unnie before we go back to China this week." Meiqi said seriously.
Xuanyi glared at her and tried to get her phone but Meiqi is acting like a stubborn teacher who confiscated her student's phone during class. "You are not funny, Meng Meiqi."
"I'm serious, Wu Xuanyi. Now, deal or no deal?" Meiqi asked bossily.
Xuanyi sighed. "Even if I confessed to Bona, that won't change a thing. We are just friends, Meiqi."
"But it's better than keeping your feelings for her in secret. Cowards are forever losers, right?" Meiqi said.
Xuanyi took a long deep sigh. "Fine. I'll finally confess to Bona before our flight back to China."
Meiqi reached her pinky finger to Xuanyi who smiled. They did pinky swear and Meiqi finally gave Xuanyi her phone.
Meiqi went out the bedroom with an evil grin. "It's time to finally let Boxuan rise. Right, author-ssi?"
'Y-Yes, b-boss M-Meiqi.' Author-ssi Paris22 said nervously.
Kekeke. Just kidding. Bye.
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Xiao recieved a text message from Bona who wants to talk with her on the rooftop deck. Xiao asked help from her dorm mates to distract Eunseo as Xiao sneeked out of their dorm to meet Bona.
Xiao is somehow nervous to talk with Bona, they didn't fight but since the night that Eunseo confessed that she's in love with Bona now, Xiao and Bona never communicate to each others anymore.
Xiao is afraid to think that soon, Eunseo will run back to Bona again and the latter will accept her heart leaving Xiao more broken hearted. Xiao wants Eunseo to be happy so she's willing to let her go but it won't be too easy.
"Good evening, Seongso." Bona greeted Xiao who greeted her back softly. Awkwardness is obvious between them and they can't even have eye contact.
Xiao took a long deep sigh and was about to say something when Bona hugged her tight. Xiao hugged her back and she realized Bona is shaking.
"Are you crying, Bona unnie?" Xiao asked and was about to pull away but Bona tighten her hold on her. "What's wrong?"
"I'm so sorry, Seongso. I'm such a bad unnie for causing this mess between you and Eunseo. I'm so sorry." Bona said in between sobs.
Xiao cried too but smiled. "No. It's not your fault, Bona unnie. Eunseo and I already had a misunderstanding before she had amnesia. I've hurted her before because of my selfishness and cowardice and maybe...that's one of the reason why her depression got worse. You are right in suspecting me as the bad guy, Bona unnie."
Bona pulled away from Xiao then looked straight in her eyes. "That's not true. You are such an angel, Seongso. Stop blaming yourself, okay?"
Xiao chuckled bitterly then nodded her head. "I want Eunseo to be happy so...I will support her growing feelings for you, Bona unnie."
"What the hell are you talking about, Seongso?" Bona asked confused.
Xiao smiled bitterly then hold both of Bona's hands. She squeezed it tightly then looked straight in Bona's eyes. "Give Eunseo a chance to love you, Bona unnie. Don't stop yourself falling in love with her. Please?"
Bona widen her eyes in surprise. Honestly, she's scared to admit that her heart is dangerously aching for Eunseo but...Bona can't understand why Xiao's supportive words felt so painful for her instead.
She wants to give Eunseo a chance and love her back but...Bona felt that doing it will be so unfair not just for Xiao but also for Eunseo and esp for her too.
Why ?
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A/N: Hmmm. What do you think? And don't mind my moment with Meiqi. Let's just say, it's just a commercial. Kekeke. Anyways, don't hesitate to leave a feedback. Thanks for reading. ;)