Tell Me
Xiao and Eunseo went to the nearest amusement park with a male manager for security. Their manager just keep an eye on them in a good distance giving them enough privacy to enjoy their 'bestfriends? date'. They rode in different rides, play a lot of games and eat a lot of delicious snacks together.
Xiao is so happy to do this things with Eunseo again. It doesn't matter if they are not a couple in the eyes of the world as long as they belong to each others.
It's already nighttime when they went back to their neighborhood. Eunseo asked their manager to let Xiao and her spend some few times in the nearby park. Their manager agreed taking them to the park and just wait on the car reminding them to call him asap if ever they needed help or something. Xiao and Eunseo thanked their kind manager who's being so generous giving them privacy today.
Xiao is so happy as she walked with Eunseo while holding hands inside the park. Luckily, there's no one around so they sat on a vacant chair.
"Thank you for our wonderful date today, Eunseo. But my day will always be wonderful whenever we're together, my jagiya." Xiao smiled then placed Eunseo's right hand on her left chest. "You are the only one who can make my heart jumped like this. You are the only one inside my heart, Eunseo."
Eunseo smiled then gently kissed Xiao's hands. "Thank you for being so kind to me, Seongso. I really enjoyed our date today and I love being next to you." She sighed then looked straight in Xiao's eyes. "But I want you to be honest with me. Did we really fight before the accident I've been through? I want to know the truth, Seongso. Please?"
Xiao took a long deep sigh then tears started rolling down from her eyes. She smiled then gently caressed Eunseo's face with her hands. "Then I'll tell you nothing but the truth, Eunseo. I'll tell you our secrets that you can't even remember."
"Then tell me. I will listen and I will believe in everything you'll say, Chengxiao." Eunseo said keeping her eyes on Xiao.
Xiao looked up on the night sky then smiled bitterly as she reminisced the past. The past moments she had with Eunseo that put their relationship at risk.
"Before I became very busy in my schedules in China, you told me that you are finally ready to tell our members especially our families about our relationship. You think that everything will be alright as long as we're together but...I felt so sacred cause I know that not everyone will accept the kind of relationship we had especially my parents." Xiao bit her lower lip, she wants to calm down so that she can explain everything to Eunseo carefully but her emotions are controlling her now.
Eunseo hugged her tight and slowly rubbed circles on her back to calm her down. Xiao sobbed as she continued talking. "I am so scared that I got mad at you. I even tried to push you away from me by telling the management to make my schedules full especially in China. Being busy in China is my choice to have some distance with you. I even stopped communicating with you for a month. I really regret my stupid actions almost everyday but I don't know what to do anymore. I am so scared to face the criticisms and judgements that we will face if ever we go official especially to my parents. I'm such a coward unlike you who is so brave enough to fight for our love. I'm so sorry, Eunseo."
Xiao keeps on crying while holding onto Eunseo so tight. Eunseo is silently crying as she keeps on comforting Xiao with her touches. "When you got into accident, I was so worried and scared thinking that I'm gonna lose you permanently. I did everything just to go back here in Korea even though I've received a lot of scolding and threats from Yuehua." Xiao gently pulled away from Eunseo then smiled as she traced her lover's lips with her fingertips. "I thought we can finally start again but you suffered enough that your mind choose to forget everything about me. It's so hard for me and it kills me everytime I think about how you'll never remember what I'll never forget. I love you so much that I don't care suffering from this pain anymore. I will keep on loving you even though loving you is hurting me so much, Son Juyeon."
Eunseo captured Xiao's lips in a long deep kiss. They don't care if someone caught them kissing. All they want to do is to be free to express their love for each others.
They keep on sharing kisses until Eunseo burst into tears stopping their intimate kisses. Xiao enveloped her in her arms securely as they cried together. When they both finally calmed down, Eunseo pulled away from Xiao then looked straight in her eyes.
"I am not mad at you, Xiao Xiao. I won't and I don't think I can. Thank you for being honest with me. I can't still remember our past moments but I believed that everything you said to me are all true. Thank you, Xiao Xiao." Eunseo said sincerely. Xiao smiled at her and squeezed both of her hands.
Eunseo was really happy and she felt so lucky for having Xiao but she knows to herself that Xiao didn't deserve suffering with her. If she's right in suspecting herself as the real bad guy, she needs to do this to protect Xiao from the real monster which is her.
"I'm afraid to continue being with you because of my condition. You don't deserve someone like me, Xiao Xiao." Eunseo said sincerely.
Xiao frowned. "What are you talking about? I don't care about your condition, Eunseo. You will get through that condition together with me. I will never leave your side anymore, Eunseo."
Eunseo smiled then gently wiped Xiao's tears with the back of her hand. "I know that you will never leave me. That you will always come back in Korea esp for me. I am so happy and thankful for your love for me Xiao Xiao but...this is the best thing I can do for the both of us."
Xiao felt more scared as tears keep on rolling down from her eyes. "I don't understand you. What are you talking about, Eunseo?"
Eunseo took a long deep sigh, squeezed Xiao's hands then looked straight in her eyes.
"Let's break up, Cheng Xiao Xiao."
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A/N: No way!!! Bring back Eunxiao!!! Anyways, don't hesitate to share me your thoughts, frustrations, suggestions or anything you want to share regarding this story. Thanks for reading. ;)