Secret
"I have a feeling that Seongso unnie did something wrong to Eunseo unnie. Maybe, they had a serious fight but because Eunseo unnie loves her so much, she just forget about Seongso unnie." Yeunjung said while having breakfast with her members except Eunxiao who are still on the bed.
"But why? Soobin always did wrong to me but I think I will never forget her." Seola said making Soobin shouted at her.
"I've read online that forgetting is a survival mechanism. Dissociative amnesia happens to people who suffer so much that instead of killing their lives, their minds just choose to forget. That condition can be considered as a suicidal method for the brain." Yeoreum said making her members more surprised.
"So Eunseo's mind forgot Seongso to save her from the pain caused by Seongso to her? But what did Seongso do to her?" Dawon asked and some of their members shared their theories.
They fell into silence when Eunxiao entered the dinning area. The two sat next to each others but awkwardness is obvious between them.
Dayoung clapped her hands catching the attention of her members who all looked at her. "Today is our day-off so we should have some fun. Manager-nim told me a while ago that we can hang-out today."
WJSN girls cheered except Eunseo, Bona and Chengxiao. "I just want to stay home. I have some school works to do." Eunseo said making some of their members whined.
"I'll stay too. I'll take care of Eunseo." Xiao said with a bright smile making the maknaes teased 'Eunxiao'.
"I'll stay home too." Bona said making her members surprised. She take a look at Xuanyi who looks confused. "I'm sorry but I'm not in the mood to go out today."
The maknaes whined louder while Exy took a curious glance at Bona who's staring at Eunxiao suspiciously.
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"I thought you would love to go shopping with me, Bona." Xuanyi said as she sat on the sofa next to Bona. The other members are busy preparing for their hang-out day while Eunxiao keeps on annoying anyone of them.
Bona smiled then hold one of Xuanyi's hand. "I always love to go shopping with you but I can't leave Eunseo with Seongso alone, Xuanyi."
"Are you really suspecting Xiao Xiao for what happened to Eunseo?" Xuanyi asked. She doesn't want to take sides unlike Bona who obviously favoring Eunseo. "We do not know what really happened between them before. Besides, Xiao Xiao is not a bad girl. You know that Bona, right?"
Bona sighed then nodded her head. "I know. But I know Eunseo too well. Besides, how can you explain why Seongso is the only one Eunseo can't remember? This won't happen if Seongso didn't really do something bad to Juyeon." Bona said. She loves Eunxiao both but her suspicions are telling her that she must protect Eunseo from Chengxiao.
Xuanyi sighed then just hold Bona in her arms. She really missed the younger girl that she wants them to be always together. But she doesn't had the right to question Bona's decision to stay with Eunxiao today. Why would she? She's just Bona's friend. F.R.I.E.N.D.
"I really missed you so much, Bona. Next time, let's hang-out together, only the two of us." Xuanyi said looking straight in Bona's eyes. "I want you to care only about me even just one day, Bona. Only me."
Bona chuckled."Yah. Don't be too selfish. We are both part of unnie line so we have to take care of our younger members. Besides, I always care for you, you know that, Wu Xuanyi."
"I know. But you know that I want more from you, Bona." Xuanyi said seriously and Bona felt her heart beating so loud under Xuanyi's intense stare.
Their moment got interrupted when Dayoung loudly announced that they need to go now. Xuanyi can only give Bona a smile and a tight hug before following the other girls exiting their dorm. Bona can only followed Xuanyi with her eyes as she remain sitted on the sofa. When the door closed, Bona hold her left chest. She can't explain why her heart keeps on pounding hard.
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Chengxiao can't stop following every moves of Eunseo with her eyes. She realized that Eunseo always went to talk with Bona instead of her and how Eunseo loves accompanying Bona while she remain unnoticed.
Chengxiao thought that even though Eunseo's mind can't remember her, the latter's heart will so she should not worry. But Chengxiao realized too that Eunseo is slowly getting far away from her esp her attention.
Before, Chengxiao is the apple of Eunseo's eyes. Before, Chengxiao is always Eunseo's top priority in all of her members and most of all, Eunseo is always on Chengxiao's side before cause she's her 'yeobo'. But now, Chengxiao is afraid to admit that something's really changed between her and Eunseo.
Bona noticed the sad look on Chengxiao's eyes while watching Eunseo who's cuddling with Bona on the sofa while Chengxiao is stretching on the floor. Bona really wants to know if Eunseo and Xiao fight before. She really suspects that Xiao did something wrong to Eunseo resulting in her condition now.
"I'm sleepy. I'll sleep on my room." Bona said as she released herself in Eunseo's arms. She smiled when she caught Xiao looked at her then pretends to watch TV while doing split. "Don't disturb my beauty sleep esp you, Son Juyeon."
"But I thought you will help me in my school works, Bona unnie." Eunseo whined then pouted cutely.
"You can ask Seongso to help you. Annyeong." Bona said then nodded at Xiao hinting her to grab this opportunity before she walked away.
An awkward silence enveloped the leaving room after Bona left. Even the sounds from the TV seems unheard when the eyes of Eunseo and Xiao met. Xiao stand up then slowly sat on the sofa next to Eunseo, their eyes both choose to look on the TV screen mindlessly.
Eunseo faked a cough."I...I need to go to my room now. I should do my homeworks while some of our members are gone,you know, taking advantage of the silence in this dorm today." She looked at Xiao who's eyes are still fixed on the TV then smiled. "You can help me if you want. I would love to study with you, Seongso."
"Really?" Xiao asked surprised as she finally looked at Eunseo who grinned at her while nodding."I thought you don't want my presence anymore, Eunseo."
Eunseo sighed then shook her head. "That's not true. I am just confused, scared and I can't understand what's going on with me. Until now, I'm still wondering how and why this condition happened to me. Are you really sure we haven't fight before, Seongso?"
Xiao took a long deep sigh then looked back on the TV screen again. "I really can't remember having a serious fight with you, Eunseo. You are always teasing me and I'll admit that sometimes, I get annoyed at your childishness and...flirtiness towards our other members but I won't consider any of it as a serious fight but just a normal lover's quarrel of us, Eunseo-ya."
"Really? So...are we really lovers? As in, we're more than bestfriends?" Eunseo asked with her blushing cheeks.
Xiao looked back at Eunseo then cupped her cheeks with her hands. "Of course, yes. Maybe, our members will just think of us as flirty bestfriends but they can even tell you that we really love each others, so much." She looked straight in Eunseo's eyes while holding back the tears threatening to roll down from her eyes. "I love you, Eunseo. I really do love you, so much. I hope even if your stupid mind chose to forget me, your precious heart will still remember me esp our precious love story. Wo ai ni, Eunseo."
Eunseo felt her heart aching as tears rolled down from her eyes. Xiao is right. Even though Eunseo can't remember her past with Xiao, she can always feel something special for the younger girl.
Xiao smiled then wiped Eunseo's tears using her own hands. "It's okay. We'll get through this together. You will get better as the days go by. For now, let's make new memories together until everything finally be alright, Eunseo."
Eunseo smiled then nodded her head. Xiao slowly leaned closer to her then captured her lips. Eunseo just let herself get lost in Xiao's kisses once again as she hold the smaller girl's waist securely. Xiao finally let her tears rolled down from her eyes as she circled her hands on Eunseo's neck and kisses her more deeper.
Bona was not really surprised that Eunxiao has a secret love affair. She was not really surprised in everything she heard and saw while hiding into a corner. She knows it's wrong to secretly watched Eunxiao's conversation a while ago but she did this thinking that her suspicions will finally be confirmed right.
Bona already suspected before that Eunxiao are more than bestfriends. Their sweet interactions, their loving gazes toward each others and every little things they did to each others are enough for Bona to tell that Eunxiao are really lovers.
But Bona can't help but feel more suspicious with Xiao after watching her facial expression and gestures a while ago.
Now, Bona thinks that she should really do something to find out about Xiao's 'little secret'.
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A/N: Is Bona right to suspect Chengxiao? Thanks for reading and for the kudos. ;