Chapter 3
(Gonna be a LOT of time skips and there gonna be BIG ones. Like the first omg im so sorry but like BIG time skip.)"IT SHOULD'VE BEEN YOU!" I wake up in a cold sweat. I grab my pencil case then run into the bathroom. 1,2,3,4. Useless. 8,9,10,11. Take a Swan Dive Off The Roof. 14,15,16,17- "Midoriya, are you okay?" I freeze still. "Midoriya-kun?" "Y-yes Todoroki-kun?" "I heard someone running and you weren't in your dorm. Is it okay if I come in?" "N-NO! I-i mean I'm using the bathroom so no." I close my eyes, hating to have to lie to Todoroki-kun like this. "Oh.. Okay. Do you want anything well i'm up?" "N-no thank you." "Okay Then i'm going back to my room. Good Night Midoriya-kun." I hear footsteps walk away. I flush the toilet though there's nothing in it then wash my cuts. After I bandage them I open the door and go back to my room. I'm up for the rest of the night, not being able to sleep.
I go to my drawer and get out a makeup pad. I look and see big bags under my eyes. I apply the eye shadow that look close to my skin tone and apply it over the bags. I get changed into a hoodie and shorts then go downstairs to the kitchen and make rice. When I finish I bring it back up to the room and set it on the coffee table. I knock on Todorokis door. "I have rice for breakfast, it's on the table." As soon as I walk away the door opens. Todoroki comes out and sits on the couch. I pull out my phone to check the "Operation Tododeku" Group chat. Oh shit...
Uraraka: Okay so for the FIRST phase we get Todoroki to go on a date with Midoriya on Saturday next week.
Midoriya: W-wait Saturday?! That's so soon!
Tuysu: It'll be okay Midoriya, me and Uraraka will be there to watch. If anything goes wrong well send you a text saying we need you.
Midoriya: Y-you sure this will work?
Mina: Yep! We have everything planned out. You just need to do the talking!
Midoriya: O-okay, I trust you guys!
Hagakure: You better! XD
Midoriya: Okay Bye Guys!!!!
I turn of my phone and look at Todoroki. I breathe in. "Hey Todoroki-kun w-would you like to hang out Saturday Next week?" "Sure Midoriya." I smile at him. "How about um." I look at my phone. "4:30pm at the park?" "That works for me." I go to my room and get my backpack. Today is when we go to the interns so I had my suitcase packed with clothes. I pull it out and bring it to the living room. "Are you packed for the internship?" "Yeah, Did you decide to go to Gran Torino?" "Yep. I am going to miss seeing my friends for a week though.." "Then lets call every night. Would that be ok?" The thought of calling Todoroki-kun every night made me smile. "Yeah, it would be nice." A voice comes over the loud speaker, and I notice that it's Pa's. "Hey hey hey everybody you should be ready to go to your interns in 5 minutes! Have fun!"
I go get my suitcase and pull it up to where Todoroki is. I pull my arm around him and squeeze him tight. "Stay Safe Todoroki-kun." "You too Midoriya." I pull away and wave bye as I go out the door. I walk to the school entrance and see Uraraka and Iida talking. I walk behind them and hug them both. "You guys stay safe okay?" "Of course Deku!" "I will try my best to stay safe Midoriya.." I see Iidas eyes look the other direction. I hug them again before I go and get on my train.
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"IIDA!" All around me gets cold and I see Todoroki. "Midoriya next time you may want to be a little more exact when you send your location, don't worry the pros will be here soon." Stain looks at Todoroki and smiles. "Ahh another fake hero, this should be fun." "Don't let him like your blood that's his quirk!" Todoroki nods as Stain comes towards him. "S-stop! This is my fight not yours." "If it's your fight then get up!" I look at Iida as he struggles to get up. a few seconds later he kicks Stain in the face. I push my self up and reactivate my quirk. Todoroki puts ice on Iidas calves and Iida gets ready to jump up to Stain. I do the same and together we kick and punch him.
Hes laying on the ground unconscious as we take out his weapons. The Indian themed pro hero picks me up and puts me on his back. (Sorry I forgot his name XD. If you remeber can you comment it?) "You hurt your legs right?" "Yeah." I see Gran Torino coming towards us. "Gran Torino!" I get a boot in the face.
"I thought I told you to stay on the train! Well it's to late now." I smile. Welp could've been way worse. As soon as I thought that they got worse. I get grabbed by a nomu(?) and see everyone down on they ground. They start to get smaller when I sudennly drop to the ground. I look up and Stain is standing right there.
He talked about how he would only let the true hero All Might kill him, then froze still. "I-is he dead?" "Looks like it.." Todoroki rushes towards my side and helps me up. "I-it's okay Todoroki-kun I got it-" I walk on my foot and wince from the pain. "No your injured Midoriya." He wraps my arm around his neck. "Lean as much wait as you need on me." "O-okay Todoroki-kun." I lean so that I can walk with not as much pain, with the help of Todoroki.
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I lay in my hospital bed. Todoroki and Iida went to get food and I stayed behind. I hear my phone buzz and pull it out. I look at the contact and me body freezes. I quickly open the message and look at it.
Dabi: Hey Izuku, I heard you were in the hospital, are you okay?
Izuku: Y-yeah. How did you hear I was in the hospital?
Dabi: I was nearby watching my brother.
Izuku: Oh yeah you said you had 2 brothers and a sister, how are they?
Dabi: There doing... pretty good I guess from what I've seen, other then how dad treats them.
Izuku: Oh, I hope there safe. I'm happy that Iida and Todoroki-kun are safe after the stain attack.
Dabi: Which Todoroki?
Izuku: Shoto Todoroki, the one with the burn on his left side.
Dabi: Tell him I said hi?
Izuku: Wait you know him?
Dabi: Yeah, We used to be kinda close until Endeavor started to train him.
Izuku: Why don't you come bye the dorms tomorrow when we go back?
Dabi: I don't think I would be able to..
Izuku: Well me and Todoroki are going to hang out Saturday, we could meet at XXXX park?
Dabi: That'd be great Izuku, stay safe.
Izuku: You too bye!
I close my phone as Iida and Todoroki walk in. I set it on the stand next to my bed as Iida and Todoroki sit on my bed. Todoroki hands me Udon and my face lights up. I grab my chopsticks and start eating it. When I finish Iida looks at me. "Wow Midoriya, you ate that pretty fast." I nod my head. "Well me and Todoroki-kun are going to hang out on Saturday and we're going to meet somebody!" "Who are we meeting?" "He said he knew you, he's also a friend of mine!" Todoroki nods his head and continues to eat his soba. I stand up and walk towards the window. I just stare out it tell the sin is down fully. Iida was already asleep. I go and sit by Todoroki on his bed. "Todoroki-kun, can I ask you something?" "Sure Midoriya, what is it?" "What's you sexuality?"
I see his face get a little pink. "I-its ok-kay is you don't wa-wanna tell me!" "I'm gay." I look at him. Todoroki gay? I really thought he was straight. "Well I'm Bisexual but I like boys better for some reason." "O-oh I thought you were Straight.." "Well i'm not, and I like being Bisexual." I smile at Todoroki, and for some reason kiss his cheek. "Have a good night Todoroki-kun." I walk to my bed then lay down in it. It takes me around an hour but I finally fall asleep. But as every single night, then nightmare comes back.
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I sit up and I am in a cold sweat. I grab my backpack and run towards the bathroom. I sit on the ground and look for my pencil case. Need to cut, take away the thoughts. I feel two arms wrap around me. "Please, please don't hurt yourself." I turn my head and see the candy cane colored hair. I start to cry and Todorokis grip tightens. No, no he can't stop me right now. I NEED to cut! I summon 2% of One For All and push Todoroki out of the bathroom. I quickly look the door and look around the my backpack. I find a pencil sharpener and get the blade out. "Izuku please let me in!" My sobs get louder.
I get 7 cuts when the door is slammed open. Todoroki freezes the fingers holding the blade so I can't cut. "Why did you stop me?! I need the pain to take away the thought!" Todoroki starts stroking my hair as I sob into his chest. "No, no more hurting yourself. You said that you would stay safe and this isn't safe. You HAVE to stay safe, I love you and want you to stay safe." "Y-you love me?." "What's going on?" I look up and see Iida standing at the door confused. "Midoriya was cutting himself." Iida looks a little surprised. "Midoriya do you at least have bandages?" I nod my head towards my bag and Iida grabs hem out.
Todoroki helps me wash my arms and apply the bandages. "Please don't tell anyone. Other then you guys only Kacchan and Kirishima know." Iida and Todoroki nod. Iida goes back to his bed but Todoroki comes and lays next to me and wraps his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him. "What do you think your doing?" "Cuddling with my Boyfriend." "B-boyfriend?!" "Yes now hush." I put my face in his chest and go to sleep.
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We walk into our dorm and I plop onto the couch. "Izuku get up, the others are waiting for us!" "Tell them to wait Shoto." "I'll give you a piggy back ride to the common room?" I sit up. "Fine, don't dare drop me!" "Fine. Now come on." He bends down so I can get onto his back. I shove my face in his neck and we start walking. "We're here." "Ok." I don't get off his back and I hear him sigh. "Todoroki why is Deku on your back?" "Had to get him off the couch now he refuses to get off my back." "Are you two dating?" I was even looking at her and could tell she was smirking. I lift up my hand and give her a thumbs up, then put it back down. I feel a tap on my shoulder and the heat from Shoto suddenly leaves.
I open my eyes and look at Uraraka. "Uraraka put me back!" She snickers. "Release." I fall on the ground. "Oh Uraraka, you shouldn't have done that. Now I can give you a head start or.." Uraraka starts to run away thinking shes probably faster then me. I summon 2% of One For All and start to chase after her. "Wait how are your bones not breaking?" I shrug and tackle her to the ground. Once again i'm floating in the air. "HEY!" Uraraka puts me on Shotos lap. "Release." I put my face back into his neck. "Really Uraraka?" I see her smile and sit next to Tuysu. "Go kiss your girlfriend Uraraka." I lean back into Shoto.
"So I was thinking of having a sleepover in the common room tonight!" The lunch bell rings and we go eat lunch. We had the morning off to unpack and settle back into our dorms. We walk to lunch and sit at our table. I get rice and Shoto gets cold soba. After lunch we had to go to our homeroom class cause we didn't go this morning. Me and Todoroki went and sat in our seats. I hated not being able to be close to him but it is what it is. after about 5 minutes, Dad gets out of his sleeping bag. I don't hear what he says cause I wasn't paying attention. You should just end yourself now, nobody will care. What? Why do you think Todoroki got with you? it was because he pity's you, your just a burden. I cover my ears and whisper to myself. "Shut up..."
Why do you think your dad left you? Because your stupid and quirkless. "Shut up." Why did your mother die? Because of you. They went to kill you and instead took your mother. "Shut up!" Tears start forming in my eyes, no not right now please not right now. Dad run to my desk and kneels down on the ground. He grabs my hair and strokes it. He's telling me something but All I hear from the people around is a ringing sound. Why is everyone your friend? Cause there sad for a stupid quirkless idiot like you. Dad is on the phone with somebody but I don't know who. I shove my hands harder on my ears, as more tears come down my cheeks.
Todoroki and Iida should've let you die. An image of Todoroki and Iida with blood all over them. There eyes are white, and walking up behind them are all my other friend. "It should've been you Izuku!" "M-mom?" I open my eyes trying to get it to leave but it still there replaying in my mind. Then it switches to my mom's dead body on the floor of her room, everyone blaming me for it. Pa had gotten there and is kneeling by me too. "Please help." I close my eyes and pass out.
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I open my eyes and I'm still in Dads classroom. I look at Dad. "W-what happened?" "You had another panic attack but this time you seemed more panicked and worried, what did you see?" "A-all my friend were like how mom was. There were all saying it was my fault.... And the voice keep saying things like why Shoto-kun is with me, and that I should've died when I could've..." He gives me a kiss on my cheek and then pulled me into a hug. "So um... are you two related or something?" I look at the class and they all have shocked faces. "Oh um... yeah he's my dad...." The bell for English rings. "Everyone but Todoroki and Midoriya leave please." Everybody does what he says as me and Shoto walk up to his desk.
He looks at Shoto. "Todoroki, I want you to watch Zuku as much as you can. Make sure that he's not harming himself, and try to stop his panic attacks or lessen the horror of it. I ask you this of your future father in law, and your teacher." "F-future father in l-law?!" "DAD!!" He smiles at both of us. "You better get to Hizashis class or else he'll scream your ears off. We bow to him and run to our next class. "Shoto, why do you love me?" "Well one reason is that your funny and cute. You care about everyone even if they don't want help. You made me use my left side, and that really helped me.Why do you love me?"
"Well, i love how your serious about becoming a hero. Your kind and brave and don't get me started on how handsome you are." I laugh and Shoto joins in. After I stop I see Shoto looking at me, no my...lips? "If you want to just ask." "A-ask about what?!" "I see you staring at my lips." "T-then may I-" Before he can ask I put my lips onto his. he wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me close. I feel his tongue wanting to push into my mouth but I refuse to let him in just yet. I pull away from him. "Not right now Shoto! Now come on were going to be late for class." I grab his wrist and pull him to English.