Chapter 5
Within seconds, Eve is gasping, grinding, and groaning above Villanelle as Villanelle traces the insides of Eve's thighs with her tongue before she purses her lips around Eve's clit and sucks firmly, flicking her tongue over it as she does so. Breathing out of her nose, Villanelle then dips her tongue inside of Eve and starts to lap up the gathering wetness.
Eve's thigh muscles tighten as Villanelle coaxes Eve's cum onto her lips with a tongue that is experienced and knowing. She grins as Eve swears above her head, the headboard feeling the intensity of her physical response to Villanelle. Villanelle continues to lick upwards, her tongue moving faster than that of a dehydrated dog's.
"I'm going to come," Eve whines, the muscles in her abdomen straining and competing with the flex of her biceps as she grips the headboard, the back of it hitting the wall relentlessly.
Villanelle continues to lick and press kisses against Eve's skin as Eve shudders through an orgasm. When Eve unsquints her eyes and pushes off from the wall to shift her body down, she locks eyes with her lover and feels a familiar tightening within her stomach as she notices her wetness across Villanelle's lips and chin.
Eve quickly gets off of Villanelle so she doesn't hurt her.
"Can you get on top of me or does it hurt?"
"I took the pills. I can do anything."
"You didn't even eat yet,” Eve exclaims worriedly.
"I just did,” Villanelle replies suggestively.
Eve's entire body reacts to Villanelle's bold response and she pulls her on top of her, kissing her arousal from Villanelle's lips.
"Can you go again?," Villanelle asks, raising her eyebrows before dipping her head down so she can lick the length of Eve's throat.
"Yes," Eve responds honestly. "But let’s hold off. I think we both need to rest for a second."
Villanelle presses her forehead against Eve's and closes her eyes, breathing heavily.
"Did you enjoy that?," Villanelle asks, sounding tired.
"Yes. Did you?"
Villanelle nods and draws in her breath very sharply when Eve’s fingers grip her hips as a post-orgasm tremor rolls through her body.
"I thought you took the pills?”
"I was joking."
"What??”
"I want to feel everything with you."
"Can you please lie back down?," Eve asks quietly, anger crawling up her esophagus and threatening to expose itself like bile.
Villanelle kisses Eve before Eve helps her lie down again.
"I want to feel everything, too, but you can't be in pain like this, okay? It’s not funny, V.”
“You’re still cute when you’re upset.”
“Do you think this is a joke?”
“Here we go."
“You can’t even walk right now, Villanelle. But you want to have sex and suffer. Help me make sense of that."
“I missed you.”
“That’s not—“
“What, it’s not enough? I can’t fucking come back here and fuck you to show you how much I missed you?”
“Me asking you to take your painkillers is me showing you how much I missed you. How about that?”
“I can’t feel anything when I’m on those pills. Do you want to have sex with me when I can’t fucking feel anything??”
Villanelle tries to turn away from Eve but she can't.
"Can you not look at me right now?," she asks quietly in a tone that makes Eve's heart ache.
Eve watches Villanelle cover her eyes with her left arm as her right hand clenches around the bedsheet.
"Oksana," Eve whispers, watching Villanelle's chest rise and fall. "Can I hold your hand?"
Eve slips her right hand in Villanelle's left and removes her arm from her face.
"I'm sorry."
"For?," Villanelle encourages.
"For getting upset with you. I know how you feel."
"No, you don't, Eve. You don't understand how frustrating it is to want to do things to you that I used to be able to do, that I can't do anymore."
"You will be able to do those things. You just need to ride out these injuries. Let's go to the doctor on Monday? And until then, we can hold off on certain things and do other things."
"I'm tired of waiting."
"You and me both but there's no point in rushing into anything if it's just going to exacerbate your injuries, right?"
"Are you sure you enjoyed it?"
"I almost broke the headboard. What do you think?"
"So why didn't you want to go again?"
Villanelle looks at Eve and then looks away, quickly, as if she is afraid to hear the response.
"V, my response has nothing to do with you. I wasn't joking earlier when I told you that I'm old now. I can't do as much as I could back then."
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have made you feel bad. Anyway. I think you'll be fine once I've recovered. We're going to go for walks every day and car rides and do all the things we haven't done yet. And the things we've already done. Stretch out our old bones."
"You're not old," Eve laughs, bringing Villanelle's hand to her lips and kissing her knuckles. "You definitely didn't feel old."
Villanelle smirks, the look on her face changing from one of wistfulness to predatory as she inches closer into Eve and cups her right breast with her left hand.
"I didn't?"
"No," Eve gasps, goosebumps appearing on her skin beneath Villanelle's gentle but guided touch.
"Do you want to put your boobs in my mouth?"
Eve clenches Villanelle's hand tightly in hers when she bursts out laughing at Villanelle's question.
"What?," Villanelle asks, appearing genuinely confused at Eve's response.
"I'm sorry, that just...I wasn't expecting that question."
"Eve...," Villanelle groans, caressing the slope of Eve's breasts with her left hand and touching herself with her right.
"I'm going to straddle you but I'm going to place all of my weight onto the mattress. You cannot pull me towards you. And after this, bathroom time. Got it?"
Villanelle nods, her eyes hooded, as Eve does exactly what she said.
Villanelle clasps Eve's right nipple in her mouth and sucks, causing Eve to bite down on her bottom lip and tilt her head back.
"Say my name, Eve," Villanelle pleads before moving to Eve's other nipple.
"Oksana," Eve mumbles, her left hand moving from the mattress, to Villanelle's neck.
Villanelle pushes her head back into the pillow as her right hand quickens between her legs and she pulls Eve's nipple into her mouth.
Eve releases Villanelle's neck from her gentle grasp when Villanelle comes. Resting her elbows on either side of Villanelle's head, Eve pulls Villanelle's panting breaths from her lips by bending down to kiss her nonstop.
"Nice tits," Villanelle grins when Eve pulls her head up to stare down at Villanelle, unable to stop grinning back at her.
Eve quirks an eyebrow and looks down, following Villanelle's gaze. "I think you left enough love bites there to show the way you feel."
"I could leave some more," Villanelle winks.
"I know you could. But you know what would really turn me on right now?"
"What's that?"
"If we got out of this bed and made our way into the bathroom to brush our teeth and shower."
"Sounds very sexy. We can even throw in some mouthwash."
"Come on, hotshot. You really do stink."
"Yeah. Essence of Eve," Villanelle retorts as Eve rolls her eyes and steps off the bed, holding her hand out for Villanelle to take.