her moonlight and she's the sunshine.
recommendation! you can listen to a love song. it would be good if y'all listen to this masterpiece:
anything 4 u - LANY, mama's boy (2020).
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Sana was laying on Mina's couch. She watched how the younger was walking all over the living room, she had a worry face. Sana knows how Mina feel about her dad, he was in the bar and didn't come the hour he said he probably would be right back. They were alone, Mina's mom were also in the bar and Kai (her older brother) was in his university.
Sana always spend the summer with Mina, laying on the latter's couch and talk about the things that make the younger cry, the taller would be there, hugging her when the need comes.
Sana blinked as she feel her heart arching. In no time, a little body were in hers. When she noticed, Mina's breath were in her neck, she bite her lips and pulled her arms around her. Sana really felt so mad at Akira, but also, thanks to him, the younger was born, so she controlled herself. Also, Mina's was sad, she wouldn't let her alone.
The closest they were, more Sana tried to control herself. She was an Alpha and with the younger sitting in her hips and the hot breath in her neck, would wake up something inside her. But she's not like the other, yes she shiver, but didn't have anything nothing left to hide. She's an Alpha since twelve, more she was growing up, more she was as like as what she's now. While Mina were named as an Omega not a long ago, but even if the younger would be other, Sana would still beside her.
Sana's like this since years. She closed her eyes. She knows Mina is nothing to have her Alpha. She knows Nayeon is better than her, being Alpha sometimes means that you need to fight. Sana would really want to fight for her, but if the girl she's defending doesn't feel the same, then what's the point? She would kill someone, but be still a friend. It breaks her heart.
Mina felt her tense and she take some distance from her neck. Sana's scent were too strong, but at the same time too attractive. "What's wrong?" she whispers as she sat (literally) in the older's belly, Sana pulls her close.
"How's your relationship with Nayeon?" she asked as she tried hard to not talk serious. Mina didn't have the eyes brighter when she heard that name, it's like something changed. Sana didn't notice, or she decided to play silly.
It's been a while since she saw Nayeon in front of Mina's house. The last time the girl leave mad and Sana supposed that they argued (again). Then, weeks later, she saw how Nayeon was flirting with Momo, the innocent Omega that fell for her. Sana heard how her best friend was in love, and it's still like that.
"We broke up" her response make the older shut up. She didn't expect that, Mina was so in love. "Why didn't you told me?" Sana asked as she frown.
"Well, I" Mina blushed at Minatozaki's glance "I know I showed you how in love I was, so I felt ashamed to tell you that we fly apart."
Sana shake her head as she hold Mina's waist tightly. "I couldn't never tell you something bad, it'll always happen until you find your soulmate."
Mina looked at her, arching an eyebrow "then where's he?" Sana's heart almost broke inside her when she heard the he word, obviously Mina always says he to all the Alphas, but still hurting her.
"I don't know, Mittang. Maybe it's someone you know?" Sana's still thinking that maybe she's the younger's Alpha.
"... you think? Maybe you're right" Myoui nodded "I think the same for your soulmate."
Sana feel awkward and aware to how to respond to that. She has hopes, but she knows it wouldn't work.
"I think you should to rest. I'll stay here and attend your father, k?" Sana changes the subject as she slowly let the waist free. She does really want to sleep while hugging it, but it isn't hers, right?
Mina looked at her "you sure?" Sana nodded "don't worry, I know what to do. Go and rest, I'll take care of everything" Mina hesitate to get up, so when she did, she wanted to stay with the other, but rather than that, she walked away after she sang her goodbye. Sana has the tongue tied, she wanted to said she already had experience taking care of her own bruises. But she can't, nor even her parents knows she's bad news.
She looked at the ceiling while caressing her belly with her finger, her hand in her nape. She just had to move, but how?
Sana giggled while trying to not cry and had a little smile, not letting herself cry out.
"Just wait up. I won't let you down, but it seems like you don't care. I wanna love ya, I just want to" she whispers as she raised her hand and then sighed.
"I'd like to make you realize how I am feeling, but" she shake her head "you only care to find someone, not me." then she closed her eyes and mouth.
'Wait a bit more, Sana, it's not like you're not gonna say it too early. Soon you would have her and love her with all your love, just wait a little longer. "
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When Sana visited South Korea, she meet Kim Dahyun and Son Chaeyoung. Thanks to them, she knows hangul and they talk in a weird app called Kakao Talk. With the first name being an interesting Alpha, with charisma, the only Alpha that Sana really wanna talk to. And with the latter one being an Omega, Chaeyoung's doesn't like to show that side of her, but at the end of the day, it always happens. Sana does not matter. It's been months and she heard that Chaeyoung has plans to visit Japan and it makes her excited.
But she can't tell Mina. Sana doesn't want the younger to know so suddenly she would have a friend, from somehow that Sana won't tell her. She thought it will be great for Myoui to have an Omega friend, with who she would do Omega's jokes and the both laughed. Sana's still not understanding what pups means, but if the younger laughs, so do her.
Mina hugged her tightly as she sobbed. Sana at the first didn't understand, but then she realized. She just hugged her and hope it would work. Mina's heats always slaps her, because it would come without warning. Sana has experience, so she hold the waist and search for the suppression stickers. "It's okay" she repeated while putting it on the brunette skin, Sana fell even more. She admired the skin before stretched, making her neck's debut. Mina go to it and inhale the scent.
Sana put her head on the wall and she drags the Omega's body to her, attraction. She didn't mind having Mina the pleasure of scent her. She closed her eyes and waited for the younger to sleep, so she can get the suppression pills and more of that stickers. Sana always take care of her.
To distraught herself from doing something and wait pacienly. Sana thought about what will be the best draw she could have in her skin. She already has three tattoos. It seems like it annoyed Mina, she's not sure if that look is like a disgusting or a surprise glance. Sana always thought that she will burn her tattoos of her arm, sell the guitar she was busy learning to play and even go to hell and back if Mina wanted her to. They were only seventeen, Sana do more things that Mina, because of her bubbly personality? Perhaps.
Sana can remember when Mina joked "I'd like to see you sleeping in the back of a beat-up car and get out of the city" and how the Omega get surprised when the Alpha did it. Sana get out of the city for a week or two and when she get back, Mina hugged her as she said it was a joke. But Sana already knew, she decided to do it herself.
Sana'll do anything for her and it seems like Mina's blind, she doesn't know.
Sana some time said she would get a flight and go to the moon, take pictures and hand them to Mina. The girl shaken her head while saying it's wasn't necessary.
Then she smiled a bit. 'A rocket on the moon, sounds good' now, she had to make it a draw of what she wants to have in her skin. When they were twelve and they said how they liked the Ying and Yang, so they made it otherwise. Sana's moonlight is Mina and Mina's sunshine is Sana. They used the example of the sun and the moon, they giggled. So, that tattoo would meant those times and how Mina's still shy when she calls her sunshine, Sana's happy when that time comes. Because it means that she's the bright person Mina can lean on.
Mina purrs as she almost gets slowly fall sleep. She knows that the older won't hurt her and since her first heat that Sana's right there to hug her and try to make her control her hormones. She's happy to pass her first day of heat like this, obviously the next day Sana wouldn't come, and yes, Mina isn't too happy with all the pain she have . She'll always say "fuck the heat, it's hurting like shit." and Sana will laugh at the sentence, but nodding uncontrollable.
"S-sunshine" she called, not wanting the Alpha to leave. The latter arches an eyebrow as she hummed "c-can you stay with me until the end of the d-day?" Sana wants to say no, that it'll be dangerous, but-- only imagine Mina's pout while whining your presence, what'll you say?
"Okay, but" Mina purred happily and Sana just smiled while rolling her eyes "but don't be too close to me, just being cautious."
"But what if I don't do what you said?"
Sana blushed as she shake her head "you can put your nose in my neck, I don't mind. But I do mean that we would need distance from each other's body, you understand?"
Mina pouts "as you wish then."
Sana kissed her head like a reward.
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Sana looked at her little "scar" (more like a bruise, but it's still a scar, y'know?) in her shoulder while trying to fix herself this night. She sighed and took her leather jacket and hide that imperfection.
She took everything and leave the house, after humming her goodbye to her parents. They only had her a glance, worried about her, but did not interfere. She walked down streets to reach her best friend's house. Just close, she leave her motocycle. The cold air that she let is like smoking, she looked around while her footsteps can be heard in this dessert neighborhood. She frowned and finally found the house.
Mina was with jeans till the calves. She has her hair tied up, a summer jacket and shivering. Sana smirked. The little Omega were just close to the motorcycle and Sana ran fast to jumpscare her. Mina looked so innocent and inoffensive that at the first Sana wanted to stop, so she did. Just a blocks away and then took enough breath to get closer.
But at the second she ran again and when their bodies were going to touch, she stopped and hold the waist. Mina, too scared, shuddered a lot. Then Sana puts her against her and get closer to her ear.
"Lookin' good young lady, tell me, where's ya Alpha? Cus I'm gonna steal ya for a ride."