chapter 20
[trini ♡]
im sorry
[trini ♡]
im like really fucking sorry kim
[trini ♡]
i was just so stressed and i wasn't thinking and i lashed out on you and im sorry.
[trini ♡]
i understand if you dont want to talk to me. ik i fucked up and i hate myself for it but fuck kim pls just anwser me
[kimberly<3]
im here trin. im not mad at you im just worried bub. i jus wanna hep. i understand if u dont wanna let me help you, i get it fr, but jus know that i am here. ion know what i can do for you, ion know if theres anything that i can do but jus. baby im here.
[trini ♡]
i know, i do and im sorry. i wasn't tryin to be a bitch or be rude i was jus telling you how i felt and i know i could have worded it better but i was jus so not in a good place and i didn't think to care about that. that wasn't fair of me. i shouldn't have went off the way i did. but, you did make me feel like shit, idk why but thats jus how i felt. and i know you didn't mean to make me feel that way, i know u weren't trying to make me feel bad but you did. but. i'm over it. im sorry kim.
[kimberly<3]
you have absolutely nothing to be sorry for. nothing bub. im the one who should be apologizing. i should have believed you, talked to you first before i jumped to conclusions. i dont know why i didn't i was just so mad. and im so sorry.
[trini ♡]
its okay, i understand why you did what you did i jus wish you would have talked to me abt it before you yelled at me, idfk it reminded me of my mom heavy. and that jus. idk set me off. im sorry for how i reacted, clearly have some pent up anger that i needa get out.
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[trini ♡]
i've been going down to the ship n stuff, jus been beating up some putties to let some frustrations out. been gettin my ass kicked most the time but its relaxing.
[kimberly<3]
if i could go back an change what i did i would u have no idea trin. i feel awful for what i did. but i just want to have my girlfriend back again.
[trini ♡]
im right here. i know i wasn't before. and im sorry for that, i just needed some time to fix what was going on in my brain. and so i think i picked a fight on purpose, so i could have a reason to leave for a little. and i know that sounds pretty fucked up, but thats jus my thought process sometimes.
[trini ♡]
but i am here, and god i missed you kim. like so much you have no clue bub. i wont disappear no more.
[kimberly<3]
promise?
[trini ♡]
i promise love.