chapter ten
[trini♡]
hi honey, I just got off work
[kimberly<3]
you went to school, practice, AND work today?
[trini♡]
yes ma'am, 6 hours at school, 3 ish at practice, n then 5 at work. its not that bad but i am exhausted
[kimberly<3]
want me to come rub ur back?
[trini♡]
yk what i want?
[trini♡]
tell me your secret? the one from the other night, about your nightmares.
[kimberly<3]
trin
[trini♡]
i wanna know, bub. i know what you're thinking. if you tell me and i freak out and then i leave. an i know its scary hun, but im not gunna leave. i promise.
[kimberly<3]
I have a brother, he's 21 ish now. he lives with my dad, wherever it is they live, cuz my parents got divorced when i was a kid, i think i was 4 or so. my parents had split custody for like 10 years, be with ma on the weekdays and pa on the weekends.
[kimberly<3]
I was never close with my brother, idk why, he was a dick to me and everyone else, always. when i was like, I dont know, maybe 8 or 9, he took me into his room, n made me touch him, n then he would touch me too. n i was a kid, and he was strong, so he kept doing it. the next day and the day after and it just kept goin on. untill my mom found out, kicked him out, and met my step dad. n every time i close my eyes i see him, and he's doing it again and again.
[trini♡]
honey. oh my god im so sorry. im so fucking sorry. he's an awful person and you didn't deserve that. no one deserves that. istg if I ever see him im gunna bitch slap him into the moon.
[trini♡]
bub you could have told me.
[kimberly<3]
i know trin. ive just never told anyone n its hard, cuz when i say it i have to acknowledge that it actually happened.
[trini♡]
i know baby. i really do. ive delt with stuff like that before... not to that extent, just like cat calls n being groped n stuff like that yk but, god im so sorry. you are so strong to have to carry something like that around with you, for all these years. im so proud of you, kimberly. so beyond proud.
[trini♡]
you can tell me anything. anything and everything, because im not going anywhere. ever. im right here baby, and im gunna hold you and try so hard to take all that pain away from you. all of it honey. i love you, so so so much more then words will ever be able to express. i got you baby.
[kimberly<3]
i know trin. i do. i trust you with everything i have, everything. and, i know you wont hurt me. but, please understand that it's gunna take some time, to tell you everything. i want too. im going too. but its gunna take time bub
[trini♡]
and i will be right here. for however long it takes.
[trini♡]
I promise, honey.
[kimberly<3]
i love you. so much.
[trini♡]
i love you. so much.
[trini♡]
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