Time and time again
Jamie kept replaying what had happened in her mind. The look on Dani’s face as she was pulled away from her. The sounds of the screams. Jamie hadn’t realized she was grasping the glass in her hand so tight until it smashed in her hand covering her in red wine.
“We’re going to get her back, Jamie, I promise.” Owen gently reassured her knowing how much the American meant to her, he knew there wasn’t a lot in which he could say that would make her feel better.
Jamie looked down at the floor before she stood up and moving towards her and Dani’s shared room at the Manor.
She couldn’t even sleep because the blonde wasn’t there next to her. She had to find her. That’s when she remembered Rebecca, she knew him rather well of course, and if anyone knew where she could find him it would be her.
She walked down the stairs and ran outside towards the greenhouse but she saw a car there that was never usually there and then she saw a flicker of blonde. She ran as fast as her legs could carry her which was fast considering the wolf was going for it as well.
She halted in the greenhouse and that’s when she saw her…Dani, she was here, she was back, but it was as if she couldn’t see anyone.
“Jessel, what the hell is going on?”
“She’s here but she’s under some kind of spell. It’s almost as if she’s blind to everything and everyone, I don’t understand why she’s back though or even how, it’s unlike Peter to do this.”
Jamie walked up to the blonde slowly, outstretching her hands to touch her lightly on the waist which made the blonde stop in her tracks.
She turned around and looked directly at Jamie, she knew she was there, she would always know it was Jamie, from the soft and gentle caress, to the way her gaze was calming.
“Jamie.”
“It’s me, baby, I’m here.”
Jamie leant in to kiss Dani showing her that she was here and she was never leaving and with three uncertain blinks it would seem that the spell had worn off and Dani pushed into the kiss with as much love and passion as she could muster.
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“What happened?”
Jamie had never seen Dani look this way before, she looked like she was mentally beaten and the brunette ached to see her like this, so un-nerved and on edge, worried and concerned.
The blonde looked at Jamie and tried to decide how to word the pain and torture she had been put through.
“He was asking me about Henry and his plans for something, but I told him I don’t know him that well, why would I know about his plans. He kept pushing and pushing saying that he would make me tell him, he would ‘find a way’ but eventually he gave up, or so I thought he did and he…he tried to…he….”
Dani couldn’t even get that part out. Jamie knew exactly what she was trying to say and she had never been fuelled with more anger than she was currently feeling. He hurt her and he was going to pay.
Her wolf was threatening to break loose, to find Peter and rip him to shreds like she should have done years ago, but the touch of Dani’s hand upon hers seemed to calm her down.
The blonde stood up and wrapped her arms around Jamie tightly, needing to feel her and her embrace again, after she spent so long without it and so long thinking she might never get to feel it again.
It had been weeks, months since the party and Dani had spent that time thinking that she was never going to get to see the handsome brunette again. But here she was standing right in front of her, holding her as if she had never left her arms.
“Come on, let’s get you cleaned up.”
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Jamie helped Dani strip, slowly and gently taking off her shirt and pants and underwear and bra, allowing her to jump into the bath and clean the blood, sweat and dirt from her skin.
Jamie grabbed a damp cloth and began stroking smooth circles into the skin of Dani’s arm, cleaning the bruises, blood and marks left upon it.
The blonde grabbed her hand and pulled it towards her mouth laying a gentle kiss on her knuckles.
The brunette closed her eyes for a second feeling the love she thought she was never going to feel again.
After a few more minutes getting the blonde lean, the gardener helped her out, dried her down and got her dressed into more suitable and comfortable clothing….pajamas.
The blonde gently fell down backwards on the bed, wrapping the covers around her and patting the area beside her to tell Jamie to get in with her.
“Are you sure? You don’t want some time to yourself, because I don’t have to…”
“Get in.” Dani gave her a stern look before giggling slightly.
Jamie did as she was asked, sliding into the area beside the blonde as they got themselves into more comfortable positions laying on their sides, Jamie’s left arm underneath Dani’s neck and her right arm stroking her cheek softly.
“I thought that I was never going to see you again, I thought that ‘this is it’ and I….I…I was so scared.”
“I know, but you’re here with me and you’re safe now, I know that that doesn’t change what he did to you but…Poppins, time and time again I thought that I was never going to hear the sound of your laugh, or see your smile, or run my fingers through your hair, or watch you desiccate tea..” The blonde giggled at the statement “I thought I was never going to be able to call you Poppins again or sleep without you by my side, for godsakes it feels like I haven’t slept in weeks, only time I got sleep was when I passed out from sheer exhaustion and….”
Dani placed a hand on Jamie’s cheek and stroked a thumb along the brunette’s bottom lip before bringing her thumb to stroke a soft path underneath the bags under her eyes.
“You really tortured yourself, didn’t you?”
The blonde leaned in and kiss Jamie softly, she hadn’t for once second forgot what the feeling of their lips together had felt like, most days it was the only thing that got her through.
Jamie moved the hand on her waist to her lower back, bringing her in tighter and holding her closer.
“God I love you.”
“I’ve missed you. I love you so damn much.”
“I missed you more than I have ever missed someone before, my wolf felt it to the very core, it’s been awful quiet around here without you.”
“Well, we’ll have to make a lot of noise to make up for that then, won’t we?”
The brunette gulped knowing exactly what the blonde meant when she said those words and knowing exactly the kinds of trouble that would get her in. But she also had to make sure that Dani wasn’t just doing this because she wanted to forget or because she wanted to make up for lost time, she had to make sure that Dani wanted it.
“Are you sure? You’re not just doing it because you…”
“Jamie, I’m doing this for me, I’ve beyond missed you, I need to feel you again. Obviously I want to sleep first but in your arms because I don’t think I have any stamina left to keep up with you.”
The brunette smirked before kissing Dani’s head as they both drifted into sleep finally being within each other’s arms.
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The morning was bright and Dani had missed the feeling of the sun shining on her in the morning, but she had especially missed waking up to see Jamie beside her, snoring softly on the other side of the bed.
Dani nuzzled in further to Jamie wrapping an arm tighter around her waist.
“Mmmm, morning beautiful.”
“Morning Handsome. God I’ve missed this.”
Jamie turned around to flip them over so that she was hovering over the blonde, using her fingers to push away the hair from her eyes in order to see those beautiful blue eyes looking back at her.
“Missed what? Sleeping?”
The brunette laid a kiss on the side of the blonde’s neck causing a content sigh to fall from her lips.
“No silly, I missed waking up to see you next to me, with your little snores.”
“I do not snore.”
The brunette continued placing kisses on the blonde’s neck. Moving further and further down.
Jamie admitted to herself that sometimes she snored but she wouldn’t ever admit to anyone else that she did so.
After not having Dani in her arms for so long she currently couldn’t care less whether someone heard her snore or not, or she cared about was being able to hear the blondes laugh, see her smile and hold her close.
“But I bet I’ll be able to make some different sounds come from you.”
Dani’s mouth clicked shut with arousal. Jamie successfully managed to take her shirt off, throwing it to the floor of their shared room, which in turn revealed a small scar that rested upon her ribcage which Jamie kisses lightly. Still proving to her that she was beautiful no matter what.
She moved further down, pulling the pajama pants down her legs, uncovering unseen skin, bruises coated her legs, which were then distracted by Jamie leaving red marks down her legs as she made her way down her legs and thighs with kisses and makes her way towards Dani’s underwear, looking up to make sure it’s definitely okay to do this, but by the look that Dani gave her she wasn’t opposed to it.
The brunette saved Dani from the offending garment and pinned Dani to the bed with their intertwined hands pressed to the side of Dani’s head.
But Dani still made sure that Jamie knew she was the boss as the locked her hips and legs around Jamie’s waist and lower back pulling her in further.
“Oh.” Jamie looked down to see the position they were currently in and she couldn’t do anything but smirk in return.
Dani thrusted her hips up causing a small growl to escape the brunette as she halted her action.
“Are you going to be a good girl for me?”
Jamie knew that this sentence would have an effect on Dani, it always did and she knew exactly when to use it, like now for example. The blonde began blushing underneath the brunette as her eyes also widened being glad to hear that phrase again.
“Always for you.”
Jamie took a step off the bed, taking her shirt off giving the blonde a little show as she always stripped herself of her boxers, this time causing Dani to moan out loud with the sight of her undressed girlfriend who stood before her.
The gardener once again crawled on top of Dani kissing her rather passionately and the blonde giving the kiss so much heat her breathe was on fire.
Jamie moved down her legs towards the liquid heat that awaited her, the wolf inside her growling with happiness at the sight before her, she slowly slid her tongue through the blondes fold, lapping up all of the arousal that currently sat there.
This action caused Dani to throw her hands into Jamie’s hair giving it a little tug which made Jamie moan into Dani’s heated core causing vibrations to shoot up within her.
The more Dani tugged the faster that Jamie moved her tongue and that could never be a bad thing, what with how much Dani needs Jamie right now she was willing to give her everything. Jamie would give her everything and anything in return.
“Oh, you feel amazing, don’t stop, don’t stop, so close.”
Jamie had never planned to stop, she planned to give and give and give until Dani told her to stop. The blonde showed no signs of having had enough, so when the first orgasm hit and Jamie’s name from screamed from her lips and into the brightly lit but quiet morning air, Jamie continued to push in and out of the blonde but this time replaced her tongue with her fingers.
Pushing further and faster inside Dani giving her whatever she had to offer, Dani taking everything she could manage and still begging for more, after not being able to have this and worrying that she might never see Jamie again, Dani needed to make sure that this wasn’t all just a dream.
“Jamie, baby, I…I…”
“Use your words, love.”
“I need…I need more.”
The way the Dani’s walls fluttered around Jamie’s fingers gave the brunette the knowledge that she needed at least a few more thrusts before then yet again screaming Jamie’s name as she was pushed into her second orgasm.
But Dani wasn’t done yet, oh no, Dani had barely gotten started, the blonde flipped them over so that the brunette was laying with her back against the bed and the blonde sat on top of her.
Dani guided the head of Jamie’s shaft towards her entrance as Jamie then breathed and gasped at how hot the heat was coming from Dani, the blonde sliding the length inside of her and beginning to grind down upon it. Jamie began meeting her hips with each thrust causing both of them to moan and groan.
“Dani…I’m…I’m not…not gonna last long.”
She was right after a few more thrusts of Dani’s hips and Jamie had exploded for the first time this morning.
But Dani was still close as Jamie flipped them over yet again but this time Dani’s front was pushed into the mattress and Jamie was pressed into her back.
A new fresh wave of arousal had sparked within Dani as she realized how Jamie was about to take her and she didn’t want to waste a second more.
She wrapped her hand around one of Jamies thighs and pulled it further into her. Jamie taking the hint gave a few pumps to her appendage getting the excess liquid off before she then gently pushed herself inside of the blonde allowing her to back out if she needed to.
But the blonde far from needed to back out or push her away, instead she moved her hips in time with the brunette’s and thrust her hips backwards to meet Jamie’s.
“God, Dani, you’re tight.”
“I need you…please.”
“You’ve got me, right here, anywhere, anytime. And I’m….not letting you….go again.”
With a few more thrusts Dani had become impossibly tighter around Jamie and the brunette needed to let herself go but she wasn’t doing so until Dani did, so she sneaked a hand around to Dani’s center and began stroking Dani’s clit.
“OH, Jamie, Jamie, don’t stop…uhn, uhn, just a little more. Right there, right there.”
And with two more thrusts both Dani and Jamie crashed off the edge together with their names on each other’s lips. The brunette slumped down on top of Dani’s back whilst they both came down from their high.
Jamie then rolled off and onto her back allowing Dani to turn around for some much needed oxygen, the blonde turning over and snuggling closer into Jamie, her face nuzzled into Jamie’s neck and a leg draped over Jamie’s with her fingers stroking a little path of skin that she had found under her collarbone.
“That was…incredible.”
“Really, that was good for you? Just making sure so that I know how you want it next time.” Jamie smirked which earned her a playful slap on the rib.
“Hey, that would mean no sex for a week for you.”
“You’d be the first to break.”
“That is true.”
“Oh, you saying I’m irresistible?” Jamie leaned into Dani further.
“That and once I getting you going…you’re unstoppable and hot as hell.”
Jamie chuckled slightly at the comment. Before she remembered that she was supposed to find Hannah and Owen and tell them what had happened after last night’s little fiasco of events.
“Why don’t we take a shower so that we can see Hannah and Owen, they missed you as much as I did. Owen even made an extra meal for you every night that we were trying to find you.”
“God that man, I need to give him a hug.”
Jamie jumped up and walked up from the bed and over to the shower. The two of them assisting each other in washing the stench of sex and the pain of what happened to Dani.
After the two of them had been satisfyingly cleaned, the two of them getting themselves dressed once again before attempting to walk downstairs to see Hannah and Owen and give them a proper greeting.
The second Dani had entered the kitchen Owen ran to embrace her tightly. Hugging her closely, the two of them had gotten closer since Dani had been here, and everyone would be lying if they said that Dani’s presence didn’t make the house better to live in.
“We’ve missed you so much.”
“I missed you, I thought I wasn’t her going to see the lot of you again, but something tells me that they aren’t done.”
The truth was even if they were far from done Jamie wasn’t going to let her go again, even if it was the death of her.