hold me (while you wait)

The Haunting of Bly Manor (TV)
F/F
G
hold me (while you wait)
Summary
“I’ll be back,” she promises once Dani’s eyelids are heavy and dropping. “Promise?”And god. It’s in the same soft, hopeful voice as Dani has said before. Softness replaces the anxiety as she strokes Dani’s hair back again, the curls pushing against her fingers. This time she won’t tease. No, she’ll make this promise. She shouldn’t have left in the first place. aka 6 conversations in bed
Note
this is canon with my first fic.
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want your body (need your body)

Jamie’s hands are sturdy against her back and Dani wants to fall apart already. It has only taken fixing Jamie’s hair for Dani to feel the heat rise within herself. Neither seem to care when they are rocked against each other. 

It’s Jamie’s mouth that disconnects first, her lips back to Dani’s jaw where Dani arches at the connection. One of Jamie’s hands moves and pushes Dani’s hair off her neck, giving ample room for Jamie to make herself comfortable on the side of Dani’s neck. 

Dani feels like a teenager as she laughs and pulls Jamie closer to herself. A soft laugh accompanied by a smile as Jamie takes her time pressing kisses down her neck. And even as Dani straddles Jamie, it’s Jamie’s body that pushes into Dani’s wantonly. 

Jamie pulls on the back of Dani and they fall into the bed with a thump. Dani and Jamie laugh before Dani pushes Jamie’s hair back off her face. And there’s a lot she could say in the moment because Jamie looks so open and beautiful, but Dani can’t find the right words. So instead, she puts it all into a kiss. A kiss that sends hands wandering down from her back. 

This time, Dani doesn’t wait for Jamie’s hands guiding her places. She takes her own lead and presses a palm against Jamie’s breast through her sleep shirt. But this time Jamie doesn’t have a bra on and it’s oh so good. Jamie arches into her at the contact and Dani can’t help but smile into the kiss. Because this is right. She’s doing well and she wants Jamie to feel like she does. The same heat and passion and ache that Dani feels when Jamie’s hands on her. 

Maybe she should take her time more, but there’s this intense need to push her hands down Jamie’s body until she finds her fingers against her shorts. She pulls away just enough so that she can see Jamie’s beautiful face. And her eyes should stay locked on Jamie’s but they are pulled down to Jamie’s lips. She wonders if her own lips look like that: pink and slightly swollen. She has to kiss her again, it’s just a fact at this point. 

And she doesn’t feel like there’s time to pull Jamie’s shorts off, so she lets her hand slide underneath shorts and underwear until her fingers are sliding through Jamie. She’s slick and perfect.

Jamie moans so loudly and Dani wants to hear it again, right away. She knows her fingers are still awkward and a little unpolished, but Jamie doesn’t mind. She moans again and Dani just smiles into the kiss. Jamie is loud in the best possible way. 

She remembers what Jamie had said before, easy and slow. One finger. So she does that. She takes her time, feeling Jamie’s folds with her hand stretching against Jamie’s underwear. 

It’s when she pushes her finger inside of Jamie that she arches against her back and Dani positively beams down, looking at Jamie’s face, her eyes closed and her mouth just slightly open. It seems like it’s almost seconds before Jamie is shaking against her, but she knows it's longer because her fingers are aching from the push and pull. The best possible ache, she’ll let her fingers break if it means more of this. Her thumb starts a steady push and the moments seem to push together because she doesn’t know how long it’s been before Jamie arches and trembles and comes undone. 

She doesn’t want to remove her fingers, possibly not ever, but she does pull away because she’s unsure if Jamie would just accept having Dani’s hand forever attached to her. She wouldn’t mind if the roles were reversed. 

Dani feels so proud and utterly aroused. This time it’s her who is grinding down against Jamie’s leg, absolutely drenched and throbbing.  

Jamie pulls her back down for a kiss. It’s a long kiss that has Dani trembling when it ends. “Wow,” is what she ends up saying with a smile on her face and Dani wants to make this happen again, possibly forever.

“Yeah?”

“Yeah.” She wishes she was more confident, but to hear Jamie say that she was good builds her up and she’s even more proud than she was before. 

Jamie finally pushes Dani over after a few moments of them just smiling at each other. Jamie’s breath has finally caught back up to her and Dani’s breath has decreased as well. The throb between her legs has only grown feeling Jamie pressed against her again. 

This time it’s Jamie’s turn to let her hands explore. It’s Jamie’s hand that pulls up her nightgown and teases Dani from the outside of her underwear. And if it were anyone else, she’d be embarrassed by her arousal. But it’s Jamie and nothing about Jamie makes her embarrassed. 

It is a different sensation feeling Jamie’s fingers stroking her from the outside of her underwear and she wants more. But Jamie’s hand moves and Dani can’t help but let out a small disappointing sigh. 

“Just wait, Poppins. I promise you’ll like it.” 

Cheeky Jamie smiles before she starts moving down the bed. Dani throbs because she thinks this may be going somewhere that she hasn’t experienced yet.

“I still have my PJs on.” 

An odd thought to say aloud perhaps, but there’s something about doing this with her pajamas still on that feels odd. Even though she had just fucked Jamie through her clothes, it felt different when it was her. It wasn’t the explorative first night they had spent together. This feels new and oh so nice. Her body must be on fire because she can feel Jamie’s cool hands through her clothes. And because Jamie is moving down the bed Dani doesn’t have the time to question it any further. Her nightgown is already pushed up to the top of her thighs and Jamie takes her time pressing kisses to Dani’s body as she moves further down the bed. 

Jamie’s fingers send shivers down her spine when they make contact against her waist where her underwear starts. There’s the question in the air as Jamie looks up at her. Looks up with pupils blown out and this undeniable want. Dani doesn’t know if she can speak, but she lifts her hips and Jamie pulls her underwear down her legs. 

This time when Jamie kisses against her ankle and then her leg, Dani doesn’t pull Jamie up and away. No, she throbs as Jamie’s mouth gets closer and closer to her center. 

“You i’ght?” she asks, pressing her nose against Dani’s upper thigh. Dani nods quickly, perhaps a little too quickly because she finds her vision even in the dark is blurred. And Jamie takes the consent and spreads Dani’s legs open. And Dani finds herself pulling her thighs back together almost on instinct. “It’s okay if you aren’t,” Jamie reassures, moving herself back so she’s resting near Dani’s knees. “Honest.”

And Jamie gives her another out-- another way to say no. Jamie would accept it too. She wouldn’t push Dani towards something she wasn’t comfortable with. Dani didn’t feel like she’d be letting Jamie if she did say no, but she didn’t want to say no. She wants this, badly. She’s just nervous. They’ve slept together before, but this was more intimate to Dani. She had never laid herself bare to anyone before. She had never wanted like she did now. Her friends had talked about this thing before with their boyfriends and Dani could never stomach the thought of letting any guy down there. But she wants Jamie and she wants whatever Jamie is going to do to her. “Slowly,” she finally hears herself saying. 

“We’ve got the time,” Jamie smiles back at her, the crooked smile with one side of her mouth. Her fingers are gentle against her thighs when they are spread apart again. Dani breaths through the nerves and closes her eyes tightly. 

Jamie’s fingers against her are what she feels first and her hips buck so slightly into the touch. Jamie’s fingers are gentle as they tease over her wet folds. And Dani knows she’s been wet since she’s brought Jamie to an orgasm. She didn’t know if there was anything hotter than that, knowing she was able to do that. Then Jamie’s fingers are against her clit and her nerves evaporate into the air. 

And maybe Jamie has taken the slow thing too much to heart because Dani finds herself pushing against the feather touches. And there's Jamie’s hand splayed against her thigh and Dani doesn’t think there is any better feeling than this. 

Then there is. Because Jamie’s tongue is against her and “oh”. 

Her hands grasp at the duvet around her because she’s afraid she’s going to fly off the bed if she doesn’t. And sweet Jamie, just chuckles and it ripples against her flesh in the best possible way. Her thighs push together again, not to keep her out, but to keep her close. 

If she’s honest with herself, she doesn’t remember much after that. She knows that Jamie’s mouth is on her and the rest of the world fades away. No thoughts of the lady in the lake or anything trivial. How can they be room for those thoughts when Jamie’s mouth is on her and her tongue is slipping through her folds. 

Jamie’s free hand reaches up to palm at her covered breasts, her thumb expertly finding the nipple. But Dani’s hand grabs it quickly. Because she needs. Needs the contact between the two of them, even more so than what is happening. There’s something comforting with having Jamie’s fingers linked through her own as Jamie’s tongue is pushing inside of her. 

Her body feels on fire even more so than before, even the tips of her ears feel like they could burn off. It’s the feeling of having a sunburn before it actually hurts. When you’re hot and your skin feels tight. 

It’s her time to moan out into the air. But now there aren’t kids down the hallway and she finds herself louder than she ever expected herself to be. And her noises press Jamie closer into her. She can feel Jamie breathe against her hot, wet folds and it’s so delicious

Her back arches off the bed as Jamie’s tongue presses against her clit. If she was a mess the last time (their first time), she doesn’t know how to describe herself now. It takes only a few more tongue swipes and feeling Jamie’s tongue suck for her to have probably the best orgasm in the entire history of the world, well at least according to her

She’s practically mewing as Jamie continues with a few more kisses against her center as she sinks back into the bed, hand still clutched with Jamie’s. When Jamie moves, her core still throbs in a strange want. 

It doesn’t matter that Jamie’s mouth had just been pressed between her legs, as soon as she’s made her way back up, Dani tugs her into a kiss. A kiss that is too much tongue and teeth because Dani can’t stop smiling

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