Tired of Being What You Want Me to Be

僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
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Tired of Being What You Want Me to Be
Summary
"I've become so numb, I can't feel you thereI'm tired of being what you want me to be..."Izuku Midoriya, a young hero in training, is tired. Tired of Bakugou, Tired of the pressure and above all else tired of letting others dictate his life.After a particularly volatile final exam, where he gives up on Bakugou and gets reprimanded by All-Might, he snaps and releases all the anger and frustration he was carrying out on his subpar mediocre teacher.This is the story of how Izuku Midoriya became not the world's greatest hero, no this is the story of how Izuku Midoriya became his own person because that is what truly matters in this day and age.
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Dirty Little Secrets

"Dirty little secrets, dirty little secrets
Giving in to your primal instincts

 


After his treatment Izuku groaned as he came to terms with what he's going to do with the situation he's been thrown in.

His train of thought was interrupted by Recovery Girl.

"Ok Midoriya, that will be all you're free to leave and I can see your mind going a mile a minute... Honestly I think you should tell Aizawa, I was under the impression that he was told but I guess that buffoon chose to leave me in the dark about everything as well...
Anyway now shoo I have more people to take care off."

Izuku nodded and thanked Recovery Girl for the treatment and tried to leave before getting stopped by Jirou surprisingly.

"Midoriya I-I heard-"
She began, trying to get his attention but he just pushed passed her looking drained and broken

Recovery Girl sighed seeing the scene occur.
"Just leave him be darling, he's suffering from emotional exhaustion."

"Okay..."
Jirou replied.

"It hurts not seeing him with his usually happy smile... What did he mean by being given a quirk?"

Not that she'd admit publicly but she came to find reassurance and contentment in his smile, it was a smile that always said everything is fine and we're just moving forward, seeing him without it hurt her more than she would admit.

"Okay, let's get you checked up and out of here."

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Izuku paced the hallways as he waited for All-Might to pick up the phone.

"YOUNG MIDO-"

"Shut up All-Might"
Midoriya groaned.

"S-sorry-"

"I'm gonna tell Mr. Aizawa about One For All and even-"

"I think you should"

"Even if you think I- wait what?"

"I said you should, you were right Izuku... I've been treating you as a vessel rather than a hero... You need to make your own choices..."

To say Izuku was shocked was an understatement.

"Uhh-u okay, but if you think this makes us good then-"

"No I just believe that you should be free to make your own decisions, that's what a real teacher would let their student do."

"Okay, thanks All-Might... This won't make me trust you instantly again but it's a step in the right direction."

For the first time in a long time Izuku genuinely smiled, he was granted the freedom he so wished he had from the beginning and maybe now he can actually improve.
Part of him is scared that Aizawa would just expell him on the spot however a higher majority of him knew Aizawa was a logical man and wouldn't do that.
The fear still lingered though.

Just before he reached the classroom life had to bend him over and fuck him again as now he was being dragged around the corner by an angry Bakugou.

Placing a hand on his shoulder and shoving him against the wall Bakugou sneers at him.

"What the fuck was that DEKU?!"

"What was what Bakugou?"

"Don't play dumb with me, the whole final exam bullshit you pulled and what's this Bakugou bullshit instead of that shitty nickname you call me, you think you're better than me now?!"
He snarled at Izuku while simultaneously burning his shoulder.

Izuku gripped Bakugou's arm and ripped it off his shoulder.

"No Katsuki Bakugou, i was making sure we passed"

"Who are you to speak to me like that?!"
He shouted launching an attack at Midoriya's face which he dodged.

"We didn't need your shitty power to dodge and why are you using my actual name now?"

Izuku still had his eyes closed as he tried to get his breathing under control.

"That attack... He was actually trying to kill me... Hero? Heh no more than a villain... HE TRIED TO FUCKING KILL ME..."

Midoriya felt the anger build in him, more and more, a power within him also grew more and more.

More power... More... More...

As his breathing became more steady he glared at Bakugou with his eyes unknowingly glowing red, causing the pomeranian to cut of his inane cursing.

"YOU LISTEN HERE BAKUGOU, FOR THE PAST 14 YEARS YOU MADE MY LIFE A LIVING HELL, ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TO BE YOUR FUCKING FRIEND, I NEVER ONCE LOOKED DOWN ON YOU... EVERYONE ELSE STOOD BESIDE YOU OUT OF FEAR... I STOOD BESIDE YOU BECAUSE I SAW YOU AS MY BROTHER... BUT FUCK YOU BECAUSE I KNOW THE PERSON I KNEW AS KACCHAN IS DEAD, YOUR JUST BAKUGOU TO ME... I HATE YOU... I SO FUCKING HATE YOU... ALL YOU'VE DONE IS CRY AND BITCH CONSTANTLY AND THEN HAVE THE AUDACITY TO BLAME ME FOR EVERYTHING!! YOU JUST NOW AIMED A FULL POWERED EXPLOSION TO MY HEAD THAT COULD'VE KILLED ME... I HATE YOU! YOU'RE NO FUCKING HERO, YOU'RE A FUCKING VILLAIN-"

"Shut up!"

Bakugou shouted back.

"WHY SHOULD I SHUT UP? YOU DON'T WANT ANY OF YOUR DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS AIRED OUT? WANNA BE A HERO BUT TOO SCARED TO FACE THE CONSEQUENCES? YOU A HERO HEH, MORE LIKE VILLAIN BECAUSE ANSWER ME THIS YOU DEPLORABLE SELF-CENTRED PRICK, WHAT KIND OF FUCKING HERO TELLS SOMEONE TO KILL THEMSELVES?!!"

Bakugou was catatonic from the sheer rage pouring from Midoriya and that rage caused him to reflect and everything he did to the boy...

"I-I'm no hero..."

"De- Mido-Midoriya I-I'm"

"ARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!"

Izuku screamed out as black tendrils burst from his body ready to destroy everything in their path but suddenly everything went black.

---

Aizawa was expecting many things while waiting for his students to return after check ups after the final exam, however hearing his normally kind well behaved problem child belting his lungs out in the corridors wasn't one of the things that crossed his mind.
Especially when tendrils of pure darkness burst free from -his- the problem child with the intended of harming Bakugou he knew he had to step in asap.

Cancelling out Midoriya's quirk he instantly lost consciousness and was heading for a heavy collision with the floor, Aizawa rushed forward and caught him before he made contact.

He checked Izuku over for any injuries and noticed some burn marks on his clothing letting somewhat know what happened.

He looked up as he heard footsteps approaching him and saw a wide eyed concerned Jirou looking at him.

"W-what happened?"

"Honestly I don't know, but I'm going to get to the bottom of it, get to class tell them that Iida and Momo are in charge until I get back."

"O-okay"

Jirou rushed back to class as Aizawa sighed.

"I'm not paid enough for this shit"
He thought as he made some phone calls to get to the bottom of this.

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