Forgiveness
"I don't think thats Abby, Clarke..." I say. Clarke draws her gun hesitantly, I grab it out of her hand, aim for her head, hug Clarke and shoot. Her body falls as if it were in slow-mo. "Im sorry" Clarke whispers. I drag her body away so we can hide in the bathroom, which is quite big. Madi sighs and sits down in a corner and I tell her that i'm going to go talk to Clarke privately for a second "ok!" she responds. "Clarke.. i'm so sorry I had to leave you." I tell her "I tried to fight it but I couldn't do it, I wasn't strong enough. but better me than you." Clarke turns around with tears streaming down her face "IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME!!!" she collapses into my arms crying. "Its not your fault, if I didn't get up-" she stops me with a kiss, "i'm sorry lex if I hadn't been out there we could have stayed together." I hug her and tell her "its ok, i'm here, I love you." I get up and say "we should stay here for the night, its probably getting dark out
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I missed cuddling in bed with her, it had been so long. I wonder if Madi is ready for sword lessons, there is enough space in here I think. If I can teach her well enough then maybe we can find a safe place to live where we cant be attacked or bitten etc. that would be great.