Dysphoria[Kiribaku]
!!AU!!
TW: -dysphoria -self deprecation -transphobic/homophobic slurs -hurt/comfort
I love the trans Bakugou head cannon and since I'm feeling dysphoric here we are! Enjoy my projection onto a comfort character.
//No one's POV//
A certain explosive boy had jolted awake, taking in sharp breaths and gripped the sheets so hard his knuckles turned white. Bakugou has had so many nightmares, each one is so different but they always seem so painful and terrifying. His eyes dart around the pitch black room and the panic only seems to get worse. A cold sweat sets in and chills run down the boy's spine. One particularly hurtful phrase replaying in his mind from the dream as broken cries departed from his lips.
Bakugou looked up and saw Kirishima walking up to him, a frown placed firm on his face. "The fuck is wrong with you?" He asked but received no response, the other just kept walking. Silently, it was almost deafening how quiet it was, a tension so thick he didn't dare to speak. He came just short of a foot in front of Bakugou and looked at him with disgust. "I only came to tell you what you know but I assumed you'd want a reminder." His voice spoke with venom laced in every word.
"No one likes you, I mean why would they, you're just a faggot and a useless little tranny. A girl who thinks they're a boy, how disgusting is that!" He spat at Bakugou who was now trembling at the words his 'best friend' was saying to him. "Can't even defend yourself, how weak." A harsh slap across the face sent Bakugou to tears. "Go fuck yourself Kit." He sent Bakugou a resentful glare and walked away.
Hearing his dead name was the last straw to pull him awake, now here he is, letting out the most heart wrenching sobs you could ever hear. He lifted his hand to his heart and held a fist tightly, as if to signify where his pain was, his other brushed against his cheek where Kiri had slapped him in his dream. Thoughts swarmed in his head, thoughts that he tried to fight off as hard as he could, thoughts that told him he was and will always be nothing but a girl. A soft knock came from his door that gave him a new layer of panic.
Bakugou attempted to even out his breathing but was met with difficulty. His hands went up to his hair and tugged at the ash blonde strands, subconsciously setting off small explosions. The door had opened upon hearing the distress. Eijirou had heard crying from Bakugou's dorm and decided to try and comfort the other, he hated to hear him so upset. The moment he raised his hand to give a second knock after getting no answer, he heard the sparking of Bakugou's quirk. Without a second thought he opened the door and ran beside Bakugou only to be met with him wrapping his arms around his chest in a defensive manner.
The blasts from his hands had stopped but the terrified look on his face had only worsened. Kiri's arms had tightly wrapped around him as he attempted to shush him. For Bakugou though, his words weren't registering and all he could do was worry. Kiri wiped Katsuki's tears and gently tilted his head to face him. "Kat, hey, can you look at me Kat?" Bakugou hesitantly met his eyes with Eijirou's who had a soft expression on his face. "Hey, there you are." He said as he brushed the hair from the other's face gently, to look him in the eye.
Bakugou pulled a pillow from the bed and moved it to his chest, making one of the causes of this more apparent to Kirishima. "I h-had another nightmare..." He stated trailing off towards the end. "Nothing that happened in your dream was real nor will it ever be Katsuki." Eijirou said flashing a small, comforting smile as he used the boy's chosen name for some reassurance. Kiri laid back with Bakugou, holding him close to his chest, since he had found out previously that the rhythm of his heartbeat was found calming to Katsuki. Bakugou squirmed a bit in Ei's hold and moved so that he was hiding most of his body with the blankets and pillows.
Kiri loosened his grip and allowed him to move, not wanting to make his boyfriend any more uncomfortable than he already was. "Hey, Kat..." The red haired boy said quietly. "You know what I love about you..?" He got a curious but scared hum in response. "I love how brave you are and your determination is so manly!" He said getting more enthusiastic as he progressed with the sting of compliments. "I love how you aren't afraid to stick your neck out for someone you care about. I love how no matter what, you strive to help others. I love you Bakugou Katsuki and you're always going to be my number one hero."
Tears spilled from Bakugou's eyes as he leaned up to kiss his boyfriend. He really wondered how he got so lucky to find someone like Eijirou. Once he settled back into his spot on Kirishima's chest he closed his eyes reluctantly, not wanting to have another nightmare. His worries were quickly washed away when he heard Kiri's soothing voice start to lull him.
"The other night dear, as I lay sleeping
I dreamed I've held you in my arms
But when I awoke dear, I was mistaken
And I hung my head and cried...
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You'll never know dear how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away...
I'll always love you and make you happy
If you will only say the same
But if you leave me and love another
You'll regret it all someday...
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You'll never know dear how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away...
You told my once dear, you really loved me
That no one else could come between
But now you've left me and love another
You have shattered all my dreams...
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You'll never know dear how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away..."
!!1083 words!!
The Helliam chapter I wrote got a lot of feedback so there will be a part two coming soon! I hope you enjoyed this chapter!
Bye bye luvs💖
Ryan~