NOT AN UPDATE
I’m sure you guys don’t really care where I’ve been but if you want to hear some drama here goes. Basically I got really addicted to fanfic. I’ve struggled with mental health issues and this helped me cope. I got a boyfriend who was so good for me and helped me out.
One day my boyfriend was sad and I went over to his house to drop off a gift.
He hugged me and kissed me and said he loved me, like we always do
But two hours later he sent a breakup text.
Three days later the girl who i was worried about our whole relationship asked him to the school dance. It’s been less than a month and I’ve seen her wearing his hoodie twice.
So I’ve been really devastated. I’m really hurt and upset and trying to get my mind off of it. So I’m gonna start writing again! I think it’ll be good for me to be creative. So anyways, I’ve been pretty sad. I worry I’m never going to find anybody for me. I feel emotions so intensely and I just want someone to love. I just want to hold and kiss and take care of someone. But I’m worried nobody is every going to want me and so I’m sad.