Smile for the camera! (Vocaloid)
As far as jobs go Rin assumed this wasn't the worst one.
For one, the pay was quite nice - even a bit higher than usual, considering the requirements. And shooting music videos was always a favorite of Rin, especially when she could do it with her friends. So many fantastical worlds to depict through those videos. So many great stories to tell and pretty costumes to wear...
This costume was pretty as well, Rin supposed. The red bows in her short pigtails were certainly cute. And her oversized, orange hoodie, with kittens and puppies printed all over it and those sleeves that were way too long and hanging over her hands certainly added to the childish image Rin was projecting.
As were her oversized, partially unlaced sneakers.
And her giant diaper, with those pink paw prints on the front.
Maybe if Rin had known the topic of this video beforehand, she would've objected a bit more to this gig her agent had found for her. Then again, a job was a job.
And it wasn't like Rin was the only one with a ridiculous costume, what with Miku being dressed like a bratty third grader, who just got done vandalizing her parents' apartment and her own body with various colors of paint.
Not to mention Luka, who was the picture-perfect image of a moody teenager straight out of the mid-2000's.
Yeah, if you couldn't tell already the theme of this music video was growing up and all the struggles and hijinks that came with it.
And Rin, being the shortest one of the bunch, just had the unfortunate luck to be stuck with the role of the toddler.
You see, Rin considered herself a professional, so even embarrassing costumes like these were not enough to trip her up...
"Cut! Cuuut!!"
...usually.
"I-I'm sorry! Let me try again!" The blonde squeaked in embarrassment over her latest faux pas and hurried to re-film this current scene. Hopefully without tripping over her feet and falling on her ass again.
Dancing around in a diaper was way harder than she had imagined.
Not because of the sheer bulk of it, though that certainly was not helping, but because the soft material of it wrapped around her nether regions was constantly reminding her of her biggest screw-up.
Which was to forget her bathroom break right before shooting.
Needless to say Rin had to deal with quite a few distractions while working, the biggest of which being her constant need to pee. A need that had grown so strong, by now, that it was starting to impact her performance.
And here she thought this would be a quick job... which, well, it was. At least compared to most other projects in the past.
So, maybe it was her ego that kept her going despite it all, not wanting to be bested by such an easy job.
Or maybe she just felt guilty for the costume designers, who were already overworked and didn't need even more workload put on them, by having to put the young idol back into a diaper, if she ran off to the bathroom now.
Maybe it was both.
Rin just tried to ignore her own thoughts and needs and barrel through it all...
Again, the young idol stumbled over her shaky feet, her stressed out brain barely able to remember what she was supposed to do. The hot wave of shame that washed over Rin at the loud and angry "Cut!" from their film director was quite intense this time...
Though it held no candle to the warm feeling between her legs. Her stumble had lowered her defenses long enough to allow a leak to come out. And judging by the length of her spurt it was no small leak either. Rin froze. Then blushed.
What was she doing?! She was a professional! A big and famous idol, despite her young age! And yet...
She balled her hands into fists and stared at the ground, her shoulders now subtly shaking.
And yet she had gone and peed right into her diaper, like the little toddler she was pretending to be. Even if it was only one leak, it was still humiliating to have used the diaper at all.
Maybe she should stop. Speak up and admit that she had to use the bathroom. It would at least put an end to this bumbling around...
"Rin?" Asked Luka, who was standing behind her, the concern clear in her voice. The blonde girl gritted her teeth.
She should...
But if she spoke up now about her full bladder, after all those failed attempts, after already wasting everyone's time, after making her friends worried for her and especially after using the diaper once...
"I'm fine. It's fine! Let's continue..."
She couldn't stand the thought. It would be too humiliating.
It was better in her eyes to just keep going.
Even though filming was going along well enough, even with Rin's mistakes, the decision to carry along did nothing to fix her bladder, which by now felt like a solid boulder weighing down on her body. It hurt so bad...
Years of having to perform on stage for hours on end had granted Rin great control over her bladder muscles, though the blonde was certainly starting to wish that she could just let go by now. To just... relieve this neverending pressure.
Pain and frustration was starting to make her desperate, her brain eagerly looking for solutions to get her out of this torture - preferably without her colleagues noticing her predicament.
And the easiest solution, it turned out, was already readily available: wrapped around her hips and tightly hugging her crotch.
Why not just... go on and pee?
The diaper should absorb it all just fine, right? After all, that's what a diaper was for... right? No one would need to know...
What was completely unthinkable to Rin not even an hour ago now seemed like the only appealing option left.
And with the next scene requiring the trio to enthusiastically dance and jump in place, intensifying the pressure between Rin's legs until her thighs started to shiver, she simply threw caution to the wind and stopped fighting her own instincts.
The result was near instant, with her pent-up pee spraying out of her in a forceful spurt, the moment Rin took a big jump and landed hard on her feet; the hiss of the spurt being almost as loud as the noise of her shoes hitting the ground.
Rin blushed heavily, especially when her bladder kept going after that jump, quickly washing her crotch in hot water.
But there was no time to regret her choice, much less stop. Miku and Luka were already starting their next dance move, twirling around in a circle, and Rin had no choice but to follow along and ignore the accident happening down below.
Even as all attention in the room was purely on their elegant dance moves, Rin couldn't help but be keenly aware of the audible hiss coming from her crotch, the seemingly never-ending stream bursting out from between her legs, the feeling of the diaper growing steadily heavy, as it struggled to absorb it all...
Rin grew nervous, the longer it went on.
Did... she miscalculate?
As she jumped up and down again, her head snapping downward from the impact, she risked a fast and secretive glance at her diaper and almost messed up her performance right then and there, upon noticing the slight yellow discoloration forming at the bottom.
She kind of wished she had messed up.
As it was right now no one was telling her to stop, to do the take again and the poor girl felt too self-conscious to bring attention to her wetting... and so she kept helplessly dancing.
Another twirl.
The diaper was definitely starting to sag under its own weight, as Rin could easily feel it swinging slightly with her rapid movement. And her bladder was still releasing itself uncontrollably.
Stop. Jump. Turn your back to the camera and swing your butt left and right and left again.
Good. Now, with your back still pointed at the camera, look over your shoulder and sing with a big grin at the audience.
Rin followed those steps, hoping to god that her nervous eyes and deep, crimson blush around her cheeks wouldn't ruin said grin. When she looked at her 'audience', or more accurately the camera crew filming her, it was impossible to miss the bewildered expressions on all their faces, as they seemed to focus on Rin specifically.
No points in guessing what got them so shocked. Rin cringed internally.
At least the force of her stream was diminishing now, though unfortunately it went on long enough to completely overburden her already full diaper.
With her face on fire and her voice still all cheery, as the script demanded, the blonde got to enthusiastically finish up her song about how much she loved being a chaotic, mischievous child... with her diaper all yellowed and ruined and her pee dripping down her bare legs.
It could probably be attributed to Rin's aforementioned professionalism that she didn't break character once while singing, or die from sheer shame on the spot. Still, not a great point in her career.
"Okay, cut! Good, uuh..." A cough. "Good job, everyone."
"R-Rin?!"
Well, at least the humiliation was finally over. And judging by Miku's shocked voice her friends have finally noticed Rin's dilemma. With a low, embarrassed whimper she hung her head in shame, her dripping diaper on clear display for everyone to see. The pain in her bladder was gone now, at least, but at what cost? At this point she should've spoken up right from the beginning...
At least her friends didn't ask any questions and just made sure to escort the humiliated girl back to the safety of her own room, so she could shower and change into clean clothes in peace.
Her film director also showed some tact, by finishing up filming for the day and not asking the blonde to re-shoot the last scene.
At least, that's what Rin had assumed for the next few weeks, believing that the filming had simply been put on hold out of respect for her...
You see, Rin was a professional. And as a professional it was quite regular for her to ad-lib some stuff, to add her own flair to her dance moves.
So, when Rin logged onto the internet one day and saw the finished music video, she instantly knew that the film director had thought of her wetting as just another cheeky ad-lib on her part... and immediately deemed it perfect for her character in this video.
After all, if this hadn't been a deliberate ad-lib Rin would surely have spoken up about needing to go to the bathroom, right?
The mortified girl wasn't sure what was worse. The fact that the director had left it all in for the world to see... or that, following the release of this video, many of her fans would go crazy over that scene and would often demand to see Rin repeat it, whenever the Vocaloids performed this particular song on stage...
Miku and Luka really didn't know what to think of their youngest member.
On the one hand they had always thought of Rin as a professional idol, self-conscious of her image. After all, Rin often tried to act more mature than she looked, whenever they all hung out together in private. Plus the girl could be pretty stubborn at times, refusing to bow down to simple peer pressure and do something she didn't want to do.
So, to see her next to them on the stage, willingly, if a bit nervously, smiling to the audience, all while sticking her butt out to the fans and letting her pee stream out in full force certainly was... well, it was something, alright.
Unusual. Out of character. Worrying, even.
They tried to talk to Rin. They even tried to convince their managers to remove this particular song from their live performances.
But each and every time Rin always interjected vehemently, insisting that it was all fine and that she was simply doing her job, giving the fans exactly what they wanted. Even if that meant drinking so much water before the start of every performance that her belly hurt, followed by wetting herself right at the end through her openly visible panties.
After all, it was just a job!
Rin never found the courage to admit the truth to anyone.