Bela doesn't know many things, nor does she really care. But one thing for certain- that she'd always choose you.
She'd choose you in each life time. Waiting for you to come back to her. She'd give her whole being- the world even- just for a glimpse of seeing you. Hearing you.
Never since meeting you had she ever felt such a pull for someone. Such a longing for another being. Much less a mortal such as yourself.
She'd give whatever it'd take for you to keep your smile. The laugh she fell inlove with. The gentleness with everything you do. Sure you may look different eachtime but that smile of yours.
That damn smile she fell so deeply in love with is something unmistakable unmatched. No one can match it. It'd be impossible. Words fail her each time she'd see it- see you. She just can't bring it out - the words stuck in her throat. She just hopes you understand by the look in her eyes- the genuine love she has for you. The unbreakable admiration she has for you.
Only you.
She just hopes you'd choose her this time.
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It's not the first time this has happened. Finding you again was the first part- the easy part having you fall for her again was the hard part. Bela never gave up. She's done this over five times now- her sisters and mother don't speak a word of the accident much less how she's dealing with finding her other half again.
The hardest part of finding you again wasn't falling in love all over again- not even close. It was letting you go again.
Each time she'd find you- she would lose you once again. Be it an accident- be it a murder. But nothing hurt worse then this time around. This time- the very first time something different happened.
She lost you in another way. Her heart, even though it shattered, did many times before over the passings- never hurt this badly. Watching you fall for another broke her- it was like someone ripped into her chest, grabbed her heart and yanked it out stomping all over it laughing. Watching you fall into someone else's arms- kissing them.
Doing what you did with her broke her
Bela could easily just kill them- get rid of the problem- it's a selfish thought. One she quickly forgot about. She would never bring that pain to you.
You deserve to be happy even if it's not with her.
And that's all she's ever wanted. You being happy.
If standing back and watching you pull your new lover into your arms, kissing them the way you used to kiss her- love them the way you loved her brought you happiness? Who was she to take that away from you.
She didn't feel betrayed in the slightest. You didn't remember her or your past lives. Nor did she blame your new lover. Both were innocent in this sick game such as fate.
Bela was fated to fall for a mortal. Who is fated to die. In each life time. There is no hope to stop it.