Fragments
it has been 3 years since their first wedding anniversary and Layla and Yae's marriage had not been going so well. Layla had her own room during the day or even sometimes at night because Yae would send her away while she was writing in her office for Yae Publishing House. Layla catered to Yae's every command wether that'd be making food, cleaning, or embarrassing semi public sex and under desk blowjobs at Yae Publishing House , all Yae needed was to tell Layla to do something, Layla would automatically do as told by Yae without questionin because of one thing.
The one thing being Yae electrocuting and biting her if she didn't do what she was told to do. When they were having sex Layla would usually end up crying after Yae had fucked her senseless and her body wouldn't stop throbbing. Whenever Yae was done sucking her nipples Layla would try to suck Yae off but Yae would take control making her instead. Yae was becoming abusive towards Layla in such a short period of time, they had started arguing more frequently and Yae refused to let Layla sleep in the same room as her unless she slept on the couch. Layla was confused why Yae seemed to dislike her so much and she hated that they fought. Layla felt a little adventurous tonight so she went into her room and put on a mesh teddy nightgown and silk panties with stockings, maybe Yae would notice her tonight .
As she was walking towards Yae's door she thought she should knock but then she remembered Yae would probably kill her. She sighed sighing softly at the fact she was still hesitating about knocking "what's the big deal anyway! She doesn't want me and if she does then she should just admit it!" Layla sobbed to herself wiping at her wet eyes and opening the door. As soon as she opened the door the smell of Yae's perfume hit her instantly "Layla I must be going. I have business to attend to at Yae Publishing House" not even a goodbye kiss or a single glance. Layla fell to the door and She couldn't believe it, Yae had finally snapped and decided to act like she didn't even care about Layla. She wanted Yae to leave so badly, why won't she just leave! Layla thought to herself as she heard the front door slam shut. Layla slumped down on the floor letting the tears fall freely down her face as she cried in despair.
she felt empty
She felt alone
and
And she hated it.
The emptiness she felt inside of her made her want to disappear. All she wanted was Yae
to hold her
To whisper sweet loving words into her ear
Even just a simple kiss could make her feel better, but all Yae did was ignore her. Layla began to cry uncontrollably as she curled up on the floor in fetal position sobbing, "this can't keep going on forever! You have to give in to me! You can't keep doing this to us! We belong together, Yae! I'm your woman!! Please don't shut me out!!" She yelled out to herself in the big empty house . She was tired of always being left out by Yae, she was starting to grow fed up. Layla crawled across the cold hardwood floor to her dresser taking out the little black box hidden beneath it.
A ring box.
Layla stared blankly at the small black box.
It had belonged to her mother
Layla picked up the tiny silver band with blue diamond encrusted stones placed upon the ring. Her heart clenched as she stared at the beautiful ring, she remembered how happy her parents were in their marriage and how happy they made each other...she wished her life could turn out like that for her and Yae.
Layla held the ring in her hands, closing her fist around it. Layla's heart ached, she hadn't worn the ring since she lost her father when she was 17 just starting as a Rtawahist at The Sumeru Akedemiya.
Layla looked at the photo album laying open in front of her. Her mother and father had taken a picture where they were both smiling at each other, it was the only photograph of them that was taken. Layla grabbed the album and flipped through the pages until she came across her father's last entry.
'Today Layla starts her journey as a Rtawahist! what a coincidence Yueliang's birthday was today and she was a Rtawahist..I wish Yueliang could see her daughter today... Layla is so grown up' The letter was signed Zahir Luscinia her father and Yueliang was Layla's mother. Layla's heart aches, she missed her mother. She missed her soft voice singing to her as she played games with her and taught her how to play mahjong. Layla missed the way her mother would rub her tummy when Layla was sick. Her mother was a great mother, who had always been there for Layla whenever she needed her.
When Layla grew up, she knew that she didn't need anyone else in her life. That was what she believed till she met Yae. Yae made Layla feel cared for and loved, she gave Layla purpose. Yae made Layla happy. Layla missed her.
Layla flipped through the pages of her mom's diary till she arrived to her last entry, it read.
'today is Layla's first day of kindergarten at the Akedemiya. she looks so cute in her uniform! I plan to go back to Liyue tonight just for something Lady Ninguang wanted? I don't know but I told Layla and Zahir I'll be back tomorrow.' Signed Yueliang Luscinia with a red lipstick kiss. Yueliang would die at the hands of the Tsaritsa as a trap that was sent to alert The Liyue Qixing not a letter from Ninguang but a spy.
The next few weeks passed by peacefully at Yae publishing house and Layla's days had become routine, she would get up early, have breakfast and make breakfast and coffee for Yae.
Layla would spend the day cleaning and cooking dinner. Yae would come home at 9pm before leaving for the shrine to maintain her shrine duties. It was a routine that was easy but lonely . Layla tried to stay upbeat but deep down she was feeling abandoned and unloved. She wasn't used to being alone.
Yae's relationship with Layla had changed a lot, Yae became distant and cold with Layla as she continued to treat Layla differently. Layla didn't understand what was happening and Yae was no longer paying attention to her. One moment Yae would look at Layla with a tender smile on her face and the next moment she was yelling at Layla for no reason. Layla wondered what happened to Yae, did she not think of Layla as important enough anymore? What happened to love?
Layla never complained and she kept trying to show Yae that she loves her.
But Yae's behavior never changed.
One afternoon Layla sat by herself in her bedroom reading a book about the stars when Yae burst through the door slamming it behind her loudly.
"where are you?!" She yelled at Layla, her voice was stern and angry as she stormed over to Layla aggressively grabbing her wrist pulling her towards her room roughly yanking Layla up.
Layla was shocked at the sudden treatment and she stumbled along with Yae, not knowing what to do or say to Yae. Layla didn't like this side of Yae, Yae would get like this after some rookie writer would piss her off with a horrible story and just needed to see Layla embarrassed and hurt to relieve herself. "I'm going to get you pregnant tonight my little moon bunny" Yae giggled "I'm going to get you so pregnant since we'll you're my little rabbit and rabbits are very fertile and well I'm a kitsune fox being that..well..I'll eat you up!" Yae tossed Layla onto the bed ripping both of their clothes off and biting deeply into past scars from her torture.
"please stop..please stop hurting me..please stop Yae." Layla whimpered as she watched Yae bite and scratch at the scars and bites on her body as she continued to try to break free from her grip.
"you're so fucking annoying! Why are you so fucking stubborn!? So fucking stupid?! Why won't you just behave like a good little rabbit hm?" Yae hissed with her lips covered in blood .
"Please Yae, please..." Layla pleaded as her cries filled the air.
"You don't deserve me" Yae spat as she stopped moving her hands from Layla's body.
"I'm sorry Yae, I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so sorry.."
Layla sobbed uncontrollably.
Yae held Layla's hips as she entered her forcefully. Layla screamed in pleasure gripping onto the sheets, this was the first time Yae had touched her in months , her nails dug deeply into Layla's skin as she continued to thrust deep into her.
"You're so fucking needy" Yae groaned, "you're mine, you belong to me now..you'll always belong to me.." She grunted pushing further into Layla while making dirty kissing sounds in Layla' s ear. Layla screamed out in pleasure as she felt Yae's warm sticky saliva run over her bare skin and down her stomach.
Layla was desperate for more of Yae's touch, she wanted Yae to love her even if that meant breaking every bone in her body .
Yae slammed into Layla once again and began to slowly ride her, causing her hips to thrust even deeper inside of Layla, Yae let out an evil laugh.
Layla whimpered and squirmed under her touch as she felt Yae 's hot breath on her neck.
"you're gonna have so much fun with me baby" Yae growled as she pushed Layla's legs wider apart.
Yae was relentless, her eyes glinted with lust and desire as her mouth bit at Layla's neck, her teeth nipped and dragged Layla's flesh raw causing Layla to scream out in agony. Yae smirked as her teeth pulled Layla's delicate skin causing Layla to cry out loud in pain.
Layla hugged a pillow as she felt her orgasm approaching "come for me Layla let me breed you baby" yae purred as she thrusts harder inside of Layla's body, her long fingers ran through Layla's hair as Layla screamed out in pleasure, Layla cried out in pure ecstasy.
After a couple minutes of Layla's climax ebbing out of her body Yae lifted her head from Layla's chest and kissed Layla gently, their first kiss in weeks.
"I'm going to breed you my love..give us a baby!" Yae moaned throwing her head back thrusting faster as layla counter thrusted against her, sweat dripped down Layla's face as Yae kissed her deeply.
Yae's hand gripped Layla's jaw roughly bringing Layla closer to her as their kiss grew more heated.
Layla let out a high pitched squeal as she felt Yae's warm seed slip into her entrance, Yae' s hands gripped Layla's thighs tightly as she pumped powerfully into Layla's womb. Layla gasped as her orgasm hit her harder than ever.
Once Layla came to her senses, she looked into Yae's eyes, tears streaming down her face. Yae held onto Layla cuddling her as she knotted inside her.
Yae's lips were pressed against Layla's forehead, she whispered sweet nothings in Layla's ears as she traced Layla's beautiful freckled cheeks with her thumbs.
"we can have a baby" Layla spoke softly still crying, her eyes closed. "but only if you'll be home..please Yae...stay home with me .." Layla sobbed cuddling Yae tightly.
Yae hugged Layla tight kissing her hair and her forehead lovingly. "I will darling I promise" she said hugging Layla tightly, "you deserve the world Layla, I will give it to you" Yae promised.
Layla woke up the next morning vomiting in the toilet. Yae ran to the bathroom and rubbed her back holding her hair back "Darling! we're mothers!" Yae cheered about Layla's pregnancy , "we're going to have such a big family!" Yae laughed as Layla gagged throwing up more.
Layla got out of the toilet and washed her mouth out with soap, looking at herself in the mirror she wiped her eyes and sighed wiping away any lingering tears from her face.
"I've been pregnant for weeks but I never got to tell you...you were just so busy..." Yae's eyes widened "Layla..I'll call and tell Maki to take over so I can take paternity leave...I want to be with you every step of the way"
Yae stood behind Layla wrapping her arms around her waist "I love you Layla...so so much" she cooed kissing Layla's neck.
"I love you too Yae..I miss you..I feel so empty without you here" Layla said as she looked into Yae's dark violet eyes
"stay with me forever Yae.."