Screaming as loud as I can
The chair in front of her was pushed back as another girl took the seat across from her. She introduced herself as Hana. She had just moved here from the U.S. and wanted to be friends, Gorya made the biggest mistake by saying yes.
It's been two weeks since then, and now, where she felt happiness and friendship, she felt blind rage. She had been used and mistreated for to long. Someone was going to pay.
Two weeks ago...
"Hi my name's Hana, I'm new here!", a bubbly voice had broken Gorya out of her thoughts. The girl sitting across from her smiled at her and asked what her name was. She seemed ditzy, and willing to talk to anyone, meaning she probably didn't understand how this school worked. Gorya scoffed in her head, realizing she would have to crush this girls dreams of the perfect school everyone else thought of it as.
"I'm Gorya, and you probably shouldn't be talking to me. You see those girls over there", Gorya gestured as she talked causing the girl's head to follow her hand movements over to the three girls dolled up and adorned in expensive accessories they bought with their parents' money as they screamed into their phones.
"They like to make my life, including anyone who talks to me, a living hell because I'm poor. You are clearly well off, therefore you should stay away, especially from the red card game," she explained as she started collecting her stuff from her table.
As she leaned in Hana asked what the red card game was. The red card game was run by F4, who were a part of the one percent of the rich in Thailand and ruled the school as well as oversaw the red card game. Whoever wronged F4 was given a red card in their locker. The only way the you were done with the game was if you left the school or if you were hospitalized.
They were rich spoiled brats who had no regards for others. Gorya hated them while everyone else in their school loved them. Her family could pay the bills while they had everything she could ever want and yet they still wished for more.
After her explanation she expected excitement at the thought of bullying others without being caught, instead she saw a look of horror on Hana's face.
"That's awful, but this doesn't mean I don't want to be your friend." Hana murmered as she looked up at Gorya.
Gorya was surprised someone wished to stick around and actually be her friend. Thus began their friendship. It had been 4 days into their friendship and Gorya had never felt so accepted by someone other then her family. They had clicked almost instantly.
Then the accident happened and Gorya found herself in an even worse position then just being poor. She was eating lunch with Hana when the girl suddenly had to leave, only to turn right into the leader of F4.
The lunch room grew quiet as Hana backed up and stumbled over her words, apologizing for spilled noodles and sauce on Thyme's tailor made shoes from France.
"I'm sorry Thyme, I really didn't mean to. I'll do anything to make it up to you!" She exclaimed with wide eyes, obviously scared. Gorya couldn't move, she had frozen the moment Hana had bumped into Thyme.
She was still frozen as everyone in the cafeteria chanted at Hana to lick Thyme's shoe clean as he slowly slid his foot toward her. Hana had begun crying, and hearing her cry had broken Gorya out of her daze.
She jumped up from the table, causing her chair to push back as she stomped her way to Thyme. The cafeteria was quiet as she stood in front of him curling her fists.
"What do you want?" He asked as he looked Gorya up and down. "Who do you think you are?"
"I think you're going to far.", she forced out of her mouth, as long as he stopped paying attention to Hana she would be fine. Gorya couldn't let one of her only friends be targeted by the entire school for something she didn't mean to do.
Everyone in the cafeteria gasped as if they had been burned when she said those words. She stared up at him and glared as hard as she could. She would NOT back down from someone who felt entitled to everything in the world.
"Who do you think you are to order me around? Huh?", he scoffed as he spoke as if what she had said was funny. They stared at eachother for what felt like hours before he slowly walked to Hana and leaned down to whisper in her ear. "Your lucky your friend helped you." Before turning and stomping away from the cafeteria with the Rest of F4 following him.
Everyone began loudly talking as soon as F4 was out of sight. Gorya stood breathing heavily before turning to Hana and asking if she was alright. She felt amazing. Almost like she could feel the adrenaline pumping through her veins as her friend thanked and reassured her that she was ok.
Things were quiet for the rest of the day, it was only during the next morning that Gorya realized she had involved herself in the one thing she avoided as much as she could as she reached in her locker and grabbed the red card with 4 f's on it.
Everyone around instantly began talking and texting in the school group chat in order to announce that Gorya had been given a red card. Her mind began to spiral, F4 had never given a red card to a girl. She was the first.
Gorya crumpled the red paper as she ran away from her locker as fast as she could as people began chasing her. Gorya had stopped in a hallway when she saw Hana.
"Hana! Are you ok? Are you being bullied? Don't worry, I'll make it out of this, I promise! Hana...Hana, what's wrong?", Gorya began panicking as her only friend stared blankly at her before turning around and walking in the other direction.
Everything began to sink in that she didn't even feel the water being dumped on her, or those same three girls mocking her. All she felt was loneliness. Not even her one friend wanted to be around her during this game.
She should have known better then to let her friendship steer her mind. She was so STUPID. She couldn't think straight as she let out an ear splitting scream. Everything seemed to stop after hearing it, giving her the chance to run as fast and far away as she could.