Another Call of Duty headcanon book

Keegan - Sudden infant death syndrome 

• A small family was always what Keegan had wanted 
• Always tried to keep up with everything about the pregnancy. This included all doctor's appointments 
• Had designed the nursery with you and read lots of parenting books 
• Was by your side when you had the baby 
• Had shown everyone your baby and proudly bragged about how beautiful it was 
• Despite the nursery, your child always slept with you 
• Keegan took your child for a walk in the stroller 
• Even though he or she was only two months old, he or she loved to be outdoors 
• At first, your baby had played with his or her voice, but then had fallen asleep exhausted. Keegan thought it was because he or she had been crying all night and had a hard time calming down  
• It wasn't until Keegan sat down on a bench and took the baby to himself that he realized it had died 

Ghost - Miscarriage 

• You didn't know you were pregnant 
• You were on a mission and you were walking with the others through unknown territory 
• You searched a few houses and one after the other 
• You formed a small group with Ghost and Soap 
• While Soap was shot and you were doctoring him, you suddenly feel a sharp pain 
• Soap notices you flinch and speaks to you about it. However, you dismiss it 
• You don't tell Ghost about it 
• When you suddenly start bleeding heavily Ghost realizes something is wrong. You have never lost so much blood during your period before 
• When the two of you are alone, Simon looks for possible injuries to your legs, but still goes with you to the hospital 
• At the hospital, your miscarriage is confirmed. You tearfully assure Simon that you didn't know you were pregnant. Simon believes you and takes you in his arms. Even though he didn't know about the pregnancy, it hits him hard.  

Graves - disease  

• Cancer was already a really terrible disease 
• He knew about the disease. After all, he had watched his uncle and grandfather die from it. 
• When his child was also diagnosed, he felt terrible. Was it his genes that had passed it on? 
• He tries to spend as much time as possible with his child and keep her or him out of hospitals as long as possible. 
• Knows what it's like to have to be in hospitals all the time 
• Talks to you a lot about your child's cancer and what they should do 
• Don't give up hope until the end that your child will still be cured 
• Visit your child every day 
• When the hospital calls you days later and tells you that your child has died, Graves leaves you alone for some time and goes out into the garden. There he shoots his gun at a piece of wood, emptying its entire magazine. He does this three more times. Only you can stop him from firing several shots at the piece of wood. He sinks to his knees and holds onto your hip, crying. Why did he have to lose someone again! 

Nikolai - Shot 

• Nikolai loves his child more than anything 
• Does everything for him or her 
• Tries to be present at only important events 
• Always encourages her in everything 
• One call from his child changes everything 
• The police had called Nikolai and you and asked you both to come to the police station. They didn't want to tell you what was going on and wouldn't talk to you about it until you reported to the police station 
• They tell you about a rampage. They show you pictures of victims and ask you to identify your child. 
• Nikolai remains calm. Looks at each picture. He takes the task from you because you can't cope with the situation psychologically. Even though Nikolai had seen a lot of death, he finds it difficult 
• When he finds your child, he will say in a lowered voice, "This is our child." 
• Wants to drown his sorrow in alcohol, but knows he needs to be there for you, too. Will talk about it a lot with Price 

Price - stillborn  

• You and Price have been trying to have a baby for a long time. 
• You had almost given up hope when the pregnancy test came back positive. 
• John was more than happy and proud 
• Decorated the nursery with you 
• Told everyone about your pregnancy 
• As the pregnancy progressed you lost your child 
• The baby didn't move for a while and in fact you thought it would finally give you a break, but it didn't 
• When you had light bleeding you knew something was wrong. You tried to reach John, but he wasn't answering his cell phone. 
• At the hospital they told you that you had lost the baby. John arrived a little later 
• When he heard about the diagnosis, a world collapsed for him. He stayed with you, did not blame you and silently mourned the child. Why couldn't you just have a family?! 

Soap - After the birth 

• Everything was perfect 
• Johnny had designed the nursery and was prouder than ever 
• Was eager to teach the child soccer 
• Had the entire future already planned 
• Named Ghost as godfather 
• Then at birth everything went wrong 
• Without the doctors noticing anything, the umbilical cord had wrapped itself around the neck of your child and strangled the baby.  
• Only when the baby was born did they realize what had happened. 
• When the baby didn't cry out as expected, Johnny became restless. He kept asking what was wrong and when the doctor didn't say anything, he got up to check for himself. 
• Later his parents showed up and asked about the baby. 

Alex - illness

• When you got the diagnosis, Alex's world collapsed. 
• He blamed himself for not spending enough time with his child. 
• Will try to make the last days of your child's life as beautiful as possible 
• Takes himself out of all missions. He will not leave you anymore 
• Will spend special time with his child and you 
• Will count stories to his little likeness about his missions and the countries he had traveled to 
• Refuses to take the child to the hospital because the doctors do not see any hope in the child anymore 
• Will do anything his child wants to do 
• When his child dies, Alex will lock himself in the nursery for a long time and cry silently 
• With the death of his child, something in him dies too 

Gaz - Sudden infant death syndrome 

• When he became a father four months ago, his life could not have been better 
• Takes the child everywhere and shows him proudly to everyone 
• Is so happy to have a family with you 
• Will spend any amount of time with the child 
• Goes outside with the child often - mostly for walks 
• Had the child in the child's crib for nap one afternoon. When Gaz doesn't hear from the child after hours he goes to check on the little one - the child isn't moving and is freezing cold 
• You find Gaz coming home from shopping, sitting on the floor leaning against the cot, cradling the child in his arms. He is crying 
• Gaz does not notice that you are back 
• He notices you when you collapse next to him, pulls you to him with one arm, but continues to stare at the child. 
• Why did this sweet little creature have to die that was allowed to live, just four months...? 

Alejandro - stillborn  

• You and Alejandro have been more than happy to become parents. 
• Supports you in everything 
• Attends every doctor's appointment 
• Can't wait to meet his child 
• Designed the nursery with Rudy and decided with you that Rudy should be godfather 
• In week 37, while walking down the stairs, you don't catch a step correctly and fall down the remaining five steps. You are found not a few minutes later by your mother-in-law. 
• You go to the hospital and although the doctors say everything is okay, you disagree. You know and feel that something is wrong. Despite this, you leave the doctors and go back home with your mother-in-law. 
• When you don't feel the baby for a whole day, you get even more nervous. You talk to Alejandro about it and make it more than clear to him that something is wrong 
• You go to the hospital and get terrible news: the baby is dead.  
• Alejandro is devastated but tries not to show it too much because he knows you are suffering more. He is there for you and gives you a thousand kisses. He speaks well to you in Spanish, but he also does that to make himself feel better. Not a day goes by that Alejandro doesn't think about the child he didn't get to know. 

Logan - Accident 

• Your child was a really lively kid 
• Loved to run and romp around the yard 
• Logan loved to spend time with him 
• It happened while playing 
• Your child was playing with dad Logan and uncle "Hush" with the new ball, which the latter had given to the little one. The ball had rolled out of the yard and before you could say anything or react the fast child had already run into the street. A car that made a very loud braking sound. 
• Your child is taken to the hospital, but it doesn't do much good because he is already too late: your child is dead. 
• Logan blames himself for not taking proper care of the child 
• Can no longer sleep properly at night 
• In his head he keeps replaying the situation and how he could have prevented it 
• Has built a memorial in the child's room 

König - Miscarriage  

• The pregnancy was a huge surprise for both of you 
• You had started to show strong symptoms 
• You had taken a pregnancy test with him 
• The test was surprisingly positive 
• He can hardly believe his luck 
• Keeps hugging you and kissing your belly 
• Goes with you to the doctor's appointment 
• You wake up in the morning and your sheets are smeared with blood 
• When King is woken up by you in a panic, he stares at the blood. 
• Something breaks inside him 

Rudy - poisoning 

• Your child is Rudy's everything 
• He likes to do things with him or play with him at home 
• One day you and Rudy decided to go on a date for the first time in a long time and your child would be watched by a babysitter. 
• No matter how nice the babysitter had seemed at the interview, you shouldn't have gone 
• Your child misses you and has to cry all the time 
• This annoys the babysitter so much that she sends your child to bed. Without dinner 
  Your child bangs on the door of the room, screams and cries for the babysitter. At some point, the babysitter comes and gives the child some of her "miracle candy." She then puts the child to bed 
• When you both arrive home everything seems normal. The babysitter acts as if nothing has happened.  The next morning, you are both confused because your child is not awake yet. When Rudy goes to check on him or her. He finds out that your child is not breathing anymore 
  It turns out that your sweet, innocent baby had been given several pills of painkillers by the babysitter to keep him or her quiet. Apparently, breathing had stopped a few hours after Rudy and you arrived. Although the babysitter gets her just punishment and is taken to jail, this gives you little comfort....

Bonus:

Shepherd - accident 

• General Shepherd's personal life was a huge question mark. 
• No one knew if he had family and if so, where they were. 
• In fact, the General had an ordinary picture-perfect family.  
• The secrecy of his family was important to him and he did everything he could to keep it that way. 
• Unfortunately, it was only a matter of time before something happened... 
• While on duty he received a call on his home number 
• It was a neighbor telling him that his home - his retreat - was on fire and you couldn't see or reach his wife and their child together 
• Shepherd dropped everything and immediately drove home  
• You were found. You had moderate smoke inhalation. Your child was not so lucky. 
• The general was 100% sure it was sabotage. He would find the culprit and what he would do with him only God and he himself knows.