not actually a fanfic, just a poem

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not actually a fanfic, just a poem
Summary
this is not actually a fanfic, sorry to disappoint you. I just needed to vent and I dont really have anyone to talk to right now. I wrote my feelings down in a poem and i just want to share it with someone. You don’t have to feel obliged to read it, or comment, or anything really, I just wanted to share my feelings and thoughts somewhere. Okay I love you if you read all of this, bye<3

praying without faith:

It’s not like I really believe
in a heaven, hell or god,
but it brings me peace
to think life isn’t randomly
decided

that someone knows your
thoughts, feels your feelings
and sets you on another path
once the old one has become
blocked

so i draw blood in my skin,
starve the vessel i live in,
listen only to my own breathing
with the hopes of some god
showing me mercy

-A