Ex To See (Steve/Darcy)
You kiss my lips like you mean it but I know you don’t.
Everywhere we go the press hounds us wondering if we’re in the right place or not. I try to be enough but then they see him, and you react and so do they.
They want me, you don’t want me. You just want your ex to see
That’s a damn shame.
You just want me to be something, a distraction while you look at him as you do it all
Why can’t I be enough?
Steve why do I have to be Bucky?
He’ll walk in, it’ll make sense, and you act like my prince charming. You just want him to see you happy, and hopefully hurt like he made you hurt when he told you no. That he was too broken for a stable relationship.
You pretend that you don’t know. You’ve been called put but you don’t deny. You don’t accept it.
I can only play along. I’m not a fool, not anymore. But I’m not going to pass up this chance because if he can’t realize that you are complete ecstasy, I will take it. It’s a fucked up thing. But I just want your ecstasy so I’ll take it.