💙💖Verkwan
Seungkwan had seen some hate comments saying he was too 'fat' or he doesn't deserve to be in the group etc
Even though carats defended him half of him thinks its true and decided to ask the members about it
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While dinner jeonghan seemed to have noticed him spacing out and wasn't his usual energetic, sassy, loud self
"May problema ba kwannie?"
11 pairs of worried eyes looked at him
He was quiet at first iniisip kung gusto niya pa sabihin sa kanila..
"Hyung.. di ba ako.. deserving?"
"Ha.? Ano ibig mo sabihin kwannie hyung?"
Tanong ni chan
"Di ba ako deserving para sa group na to..?"
Silence means.. yes... right?
Huh..
"So tama din pala sila na mataba ako.."
He mumbled pero mukang narinig ni seungcheol at sinabing
"At babae naman ako."
Everyone looked at him confused
"Hyung di ito oras para mag biro"
Seokmin said as jeonghan smacked seungcheol
"Ow..! Akala ko ba ang usapan natin is tungkol sa mga impossible na bagay?"
Everyone realized what the older had said and seungkwan teared up
The older hugged him
"Kwannie kung wala ka edi walang seventeen lahat tayo ang dahilan kung bakit nag eexist yung group nato kaya kung wala ka walang magpapatawa samin, wala nading booseoksoon, wala na yung paborito kong member"
Seungkwan looked at seungcheol and said with a amused tone
"I'm your favorite hyung?!"
"Oo naman sino pa ba"
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"AKALA KO AKO YUNG PABORITO MO HYUNG!?"
"HYUNG YOU BETRAYED ME HOW DARE YOU!"
"HOY BEST FRIEND MO KO TAPOS MALALAMAN KO NALANG NA HINDI PALA AKO YUNG PABORITO MO!?"
"I'm not even surprised.."
Between the chaos vernon who was also beside him told him
"Your perfect Kwannie and don't ever think that you aren't worthy or I'll slap you"
To say the least Seungkwan felt butterflies in his stomach