
Long time coming
I've debated about this for a long time. Like, years at this point long time.
But I think that it's finally time for me to admit that I'm not going to be finishing this fic. I'm so so incredibly sorry to everyone who has waited this long only to receive this news.
As an avid fic reader I Know how upsetting and disheartening it is when you think an author in finally Finally updating a fic and you open it only to realize it's them declaring that they're abandoning the story. I know how much it hurts. I know how disappointing it is. And I'm incredibly sorry that I'm doing that.
I'm disappointed that I can't finish this fic, because I really did enjoy writing it when I first started! When I first started writing this fic, in 2015, I was such a different person to the person I am now. I won't go into details, but honestly looking back on this fic is more heartbreaking and disconcerting then anything. I'm not the same person I was when I first started writing this. And trying to get back into that headspace is honestly beyond me.
I don't even know what I wanted to do with this fic anymore. I have some small notes, but that's all.
I haven't read or watched anything to do with SHIELD in so long that I genuinely don't recognize some of the character names anymore.
I hope that you enjoyed this story while it was here. I'm sorry that this is the end.
I will leave this story up, I don't plan on deleting it or abandoning it or anything like that. (I don't know about all of you but there are so many times that I will go back and read an unfinished work just because I enjoyed it and it's absolutely heartbreaking when those unfinished works disappear.)
So I'm leaving this here.
Thank you to everyone who read, who left a kudos, who left a comment. You all really helped me through some really rough things going on in my life.
I hope that you all continue to find fic that you love, that makes you Feel Things. I hope that you find peace and joy in the little things in life. I hope that the coming years are kind to you.
Thank you, thank you, thank you <3
Onwards, to the next adventure!! <3