Hey Jealousy

"Y/n- I'm,"

"Get. out." You whisper, refusing to look at Bucky.

"Hey, You're not the only one who got hurt here doll." Buck spoke, his voice was a distant sound to you. The last 24 hours had all but broken you, you didn't know how much more you could take.

"Oh my God. Please Bucky, just go!" you past him, walking to the restroom, shutting the door behind you.

"Y/n, I'm sorry. " Bucky followed you, stopping at the door. "I shouldn't have made you think I was interested in you like Steve is. I like you, I really do. I wanted to try, the way Steve went in on on about you, God! You sounded so- perfect. And don't get me wrong, you are perfect.. For him. I see that now. I wasn't planning on.. With Nat, I was caught up in the moment. And I've been alone for so long, I'm not use to considering other people's.. Feelings. " He rested his metal hand against the door, straining to hear you.

Silence.

"Y/n...doll, "

You sniffed, hiccuping.
" Yeah Buck. I didn't plan on everything with Steve either. I wasn't gonna fight what happened after Tony called and.. No one deserves to be treated like this. I'm sorry, truly I am. I'm really not this type of girl." You sniffed, placing your head on your knees.

"Are we good then? I can't go without you in my life. You've helped me, a lot. Y/n, I can't loose both you and Steve. Besides, who's gonna bake me cookies?"

You sighed, wrapped up, laying against the door, you dried your eyes, smiling. "Yeah Buck, we're good."

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Steve entered his room, flopping across his bed, shutting his eyes.
"Long night, huh Cap?" Sam asked from Steves doorway.
"And what happened to the rest of your clothes, man?" Sam looked Steve over.

Steve growled in annoyance, remembering he only managed to slide on his pants in the elevator. He's sure Tony would question him about that later.

"Sam, life just took a nice big shit on me the past hour and I'm not really in the mood for-"

"Girl trouble huh." Sam nodded, flashing a toothy grin he entered, taking a seat next to Steve.

"Wait, how did you-"

" Word travels fast. Also ya know Bucks lookin' for you? "

"Well he knows we're to find me" Steve sharply inhaled, siting up, he headed for his closet.

"I'll pass the word along!" Sam spoke, following Steve. "You wanna talk about it?" Pausing, resting against the doorframe, crossing his arms.

Steve stiffened, putting on his solemn demeanor.
"Not particularly." He exhaled, walking about his room. Steve finished grabbing his clothes, headed for the shower.

"Nice chat! Glad we could talk." Sam finished, exiting Steves room.

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Steve bent over the bathroom sink looking at his image in the mirror. He was disgusted with himself for what he had done. And worse, he has hurt you, taking advantage of you, at a time of weakness. He had grown to love you and he had done the unthinkable, resulting in driving a wedge between him and Bucky.

He turned away from his reflection, stepping into the shower.

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Bucky found Steve punching away in the training room. He tried to think of the right words to say, nearing Steve. He didn't want to make matters worse.

"Steve, can we...talk?" Bucky asked, keeping distance between himself and Steve.

Steve, held the punching bag turning around.
"Sure Buck. What's on your mind?"
Bucky noticed Steves red rimmed eyes, this was affecting him more than he thought?

Bucky started,
"Y/n-"

"No." Steve cut him short, turning away, for a brief moment, then faced the punching bag again, taking a defensive stance.

Bucky was confused.
"What do you mean 'no'? Steve-"

"I can't Buck. I just...we can talk about anything, anything in the world! except- her." Steves brow creased.

"Steve we have to. She's hurtin' man. She loves-"

"Bucky- I SAID NO!"
Steve hit the bag hard, pushing it to the far side of the room. Steve looked down at his bandaged hands,
"I said my peace, what more do you want?" Steve glared at Bucky, waiting for a reply. He was tired, defeated.

"She loves you, not me. We tried. It doesn't work with us. We'll always be friends, nothing more. You, on the other hand, you've got a chance with her. I've seen how she looked at you today, with love and compassion. She's never looked at me that way. There's something there Steve. You're a punk if you throw it all away. "

"I slept with Y/n Buck! Do you not get that? Friends don't do that to eachother! It doesn't matter what I feel, in the end, she has to choose. There's nothing I can do to make it up to you or.. Her."

"Then consider her making a choice lastnight. Like I said, she wants to be with you. And actually, I'm cool with it."

Steve met Buckys eyes, a sly smirk broke out across his face. "Is that so, jerk?"

"It is." Bucky sighed in relief matching Steves smile. He rested a hand on Steves shoulder, " Besides that means me and Nat-"

"Whoa! No. NOO!" Steve began, cutting Bucky off, waving his hand infront of him. "Seriously Buck, no."

"What? Too soon?" Bucky laughed.
"FINE! Now go and get her!"

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A knock on the kitchen doorway startled you, dropping your icecream scoop with a loud clatter.
"Geez Tony! You scared me!"
You collected the scoop from the floor, rinsing it in the sink.

Tony, let out a breath, sticking his hands in his robe.
"How'd I know you'd be down here stuffing your face?"

"Ah Tony there you are wrong, when am I not stuffing my face?" You smirked as he made his way to you. He slid across the floor, grabbing your hips taking you along for a ride. Tony always knew how to get you to smile.

"There's that million dollar smile! Now, what's got you down, sweetness?"
Tony asked, grabbing bowls from the cupboards.

"Please Tony you know everything! And you know exactly why I'm feeling crappy." You let go of the icecream scoop leaving it in the container. You twisted your fingers around one another, looking at the floor.
"I'm a bad person and I-"

"Now you stop right there. First off, You're not a bad person. So let's skip all the cute quotes and past
'Learning Experiences' , 'cause Banner knows I've had many and, listen- everyone gives into temptation. Everyone makes...mistakes." Tony stopped his rant, catching Steves form appear in the doorway.

You lifted your eyes from the ice cream to face Tony,
" but, I don't know how to fix this huge mistake. I mean where do I even begin to-" you were cut short when Tony moved your head seeing Steve making his way you both.

Tony leaned into you, speaking in hushed tones.
"Like I was saying Y/n, everyone makes mistakes and...we can all learn from them." Tony finished, winking at you, he picked up the tub of icecream and scoop passing Steve.

"Rogers" Tony nodded, in passing.

"Stark" Steve replied heading toward you.

You knees were becoming weak, seeing Steve approach you"Tony! Don't forget, That's my ice cream!"
You yelled after him.

Tony turned around halfway out the kitchen," FINDERS KEEPERS!" He retorted, sticking a spoonful in his mouth, "Now you two, play nice" he laughed, continuing down the hall.

Your heart was beating overtime, at the realization of you both, in the kitchen- alone.

"Hey-" you simultaneously spoke, you giggled causing Steve to smile, breaking the tension. You looked over him, clad in a button down shirt and kakis. His five o'clock shadow evident on his features.

Steve relaxed, looking from your hands to your face.
"Look I- I really don't want you to think-"

Fearing the worst, you cut him off,
"Oh. No, it's ok Steve," already feeling your eyes begin to water, you pulled away from him.

"Y/n, it's not like that, let me finish, please. I talked with Bucky. He actually made a good point. I don't want you too think I was using you, far from it. I, I think I love you." Steve smiled reaching out stroking your hands.
"I want to have a second chance to show you, if you'll have me. I want to be with you, from the first day I met you. "
Your eyes widened at this revelation.

"Steve, I , I never meant to hurt you or Bucky. You weren't using me, I think I may have used you, "

"Y/n stop," Steve, closed his eyes taking a breath.

"I know this because...I already knew what Bucky was doing. That's why Tony had called me, at the bar. And I didn't fight it when I discovered where it was all leading, with you. I wanted it to happen, I wanted you- and..I still do, I mean, if you want me."

Steve reached out caressing your face, "How could I not want you? Your beautiful, funny, seductively smart-"

Your face was flush, as you looked way from Steves gaze.
"Oh really! Haha! Go on" you both laughed, Steve closed the gap between you.

"I could do this all day, I'm pretty much obsessed, ya know?. I was actually in the bar, drowning my sorrows because... I- I didn't.. have you." Steve spoke, his smile faltered, biting his lip.

"Steve", leaning into his touch, you look up at him, through your lashes. "You coulda just told me-"

A click rang out through the kitchen, distracting you. "FOR THE LOVE OF EVERYTHING PURE AND HOLY! KISS ALREADY!"

Your mouth dropped open, You leaned in wrapping Your arms around Steve, hiding your face in his chest,"Seriously Stark? Don't you have anything better to do?" Steve blushed, holding you close.

"Cap I'm about to get a cavity with how sweet you two are right now! Make up and make out!" Clints hollers echo in the dim lit kitchen.

"Oh God! Barton you too!?" Your voice muffled in Steves embrace.

Steve leaned down to your ear,.
"I guess we gotta give the people what they want, whatcha say?" Steve spoke, leaning back to look at you, he rubbed his thumb across your lips, pulling your chin up toward his.
You nodded, a smile spreading across your face, making Steves heart swell.
You kissed him gently, his hand on your back, pushing you closer to him. You opened your mouth wider, sliding your tongue into his mouth and vice versa. You kept your hands around him as he moved to cup your face in his hands.

"THATS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT! GET SOME CAP!" Sam's voice cracked through the room.
You abruptly broke apart as the hoots from Tony's lab vibrated through the kitchen.

"Alright all right!. Shows over!" You yelled grabbing Steves hand, leading him out toward the elevators.

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Once closed, Steve pushed you against the elevator door, pinning you against it, kissing you hard, as the bell rang for each passing floor.

"How about my room this time?" Steve breathed into your opened mouth, you hummed a reply as Steve drug his thumb slowly across your bottom lip again You stuck your tongue out, licking it and taking it into your mouth.
"Fuck me" he breathed watching you hungrily, suck on his finger.
"I'm about to." You spoke,
locking eyes with him. His eyes where hooded, his dark pupils covered almost every hint of the beautiful blue.

"Shhhit." Steve lifted you up, rubbing himself against you,
"You feel that? It's all for you babe. God I want you." Steve ground his crotch against you once more. A moan slipped from you, moving against him, craving more friction.

You began unbuttoning Steves shirt, "steve, we have.. To....Fuck. " you mewed, Steve sucking on your neck, he aggressively grabbed at your shirt.

"Steve!"you gasped, he had put a sizable rip in your shirt, your braless chest was left almost fully exposed.

"I'm sorry! I'm not sorry, that's fuckin' hot" He kissed down your collarbone, placing his lips around a nipple while massaging your other breast. You arched into his movements, running a hand through his hair.

Why won't this elevator move faster?

Steves floor finally came, as the doors opened, Steve adjusted himself in his pants. "I hope you're happy with yourself."He whispered walking briskly ahead of you.
You stifled your laughter, clutching your shirt closed, following him in the direction of his room.
"Oh no doubt about that."
You smirked, skipping behind him like a school girl.

Upon your arrival, he opened the door, "Ladies first" Wearing a devilish grin, he ushered you in.
"Why thank you...captain." You commented, hurriedly entering his room, feeling a quick slap on your rear.

You spun around, facing him, wearing as shocked expression. Steve smirked and winked at you, slamming the door behind him, remembering to lock it this time. You jumped up to him and he caught you, as you knew he would. Kissing you again, hungrily, Steve dropped his keys on the floor. Stepping out of his shoes, he walked you through his apartment, stopping at the foot of his bed.

Finally.

He ripped off the rest of your shirt, sliding down your pjs. Getting fustraighted with his buttons you jerked his shirt apart, popping the buttons from the fabric, listening to them ping off different surfaces in the
room.

Steve sat up from your grip, wearing a serious look,
"Hey- that was one of my favorite shirts!"

"Really? Fine" you pant. "I'll by you another!" growling, you began fumbling with his belt. He pushed your hands aside, grabbing at it,
"someone's impatient."
He smiles, looking up at you then at your core. Your undiwear framed your sex perfectly. He couldn't wait to touch you.

"See something you like, captain?" You spoke sweetly, inching open your legs slowly, before him.

"Yes, I do. Fuck, don't tease." Steve
pulled himself up on the bed, you crawled backward meeting the headboard, he loomed over you.

Settling between your legs, he took your face in his hands, kissing you. Locking your legs around his waist, you pulled yourself up, rubbing against him.
"Y/n, I bet your fucking soaked aren't you sweetheart? All wet and ready for my cock."
Steve gripped your hips, tight.

You shook your head, letting out a soft moan, grabbing all over him, tearing what was left of his clothes while he sucked bruises on your neck.

Steve, growled,
Bringing a hand around your leg, ripping your underwear from your body.

"Hey- that. was my.. Favorite..." You panted into his neck.

Steve grabbed your hair, pulling your neck back fast,
"Aan eye for an eye, Y/n. Besides, it was blocking my view of that perfect pussy of yours."

You felt his length, rub up against your thighs, "Please Steve" you breathed, rubbing against his thick cock,

Steve gasped,
"shit. You're so wet, so gorgeous. " Steve rubbed himself against your core, faster. "Who's being a tease now- captain?" You questioned, biting your lip, gripping onto him.

He nipped and bit down your neck to your chest, sucking and twisting your
nipples. You mewed beneath him,

"Fuck Y/n you know what that does to me?" Steve groaned.

Unable Tao wait any longer, he pushed himself into you. Your back arched off
the mattress, as the full feeling overwhelmed you. Steve wrapped an arm tightly around you, resting the other on the head board.
"Y/n, you're doing so good , so fucking well, handling my cock."

"Fuuuck Steve. Oh God!"you spoke, digging your nails into his flesh. He pumped into you, letting off moans here and there.

You like that, don't you? You're fuckin' takin' care of me with that sweet pussy of yours" Steve clinched his jaw.

"Fuck captain yes,"
He turned you over, forcefully
pushing your face into the mattress.
You hissed as he smacked your rear hard, rubbing it to soothe the sting.

He lined himself up with your sex, first slowly pushing himself into you, then working up to a rhythm.
"Fuck yes "Steve contently sighed, grabbing both your hands, roughly pulling them behind you.
"Ah, Steve!" You began screaming as he pushed harder inside of you, fucking you into the mattress. You came hard around him.

"You feel amazing, you're taking my cock so nicely" Steve let go of your arms, rubbing your back, he pushed you against the wall,
"Now I want to get in that ass of yours." Steve licked his lips biting your neck.

He reached around rubbing your clit, wetting his fingers and slowly pushing
Them up your hole. Your breath hitches,
"Y/n, shh I got you. It's going to feel so fucking good." He moved his finger in and out slowly and his free hand massaged your clit, he added another finger. "Uh shit. " you breathed, then a third.
You were moaning loudly against the wall, as he grabbed your neck, slowly pushing his cock inside your hole.

"Fuck baby girl" . Steve, pushed himself up against you, you felt the light layer of sweat from his chest, on your back. He pumped in to you as you pushed against the wall. You felt on cloud nine as ecstasy swept over you.
Steves eyes where squinted closed as he came inside of you again.

He roughly pulled out slowly and pushed quickly back inside of you over and over again. With each thrust you were getting closer and closer to another orgasm.
"Fuck, you feel so tight, so good, so.. Perfect."
Steve paused his actions, he pulled your hair gently away from your face. He leaned closer to you, taking his hand,that had once been on the head board, intertwining it with one of yours, placing it against the wall to study you both. "You're perfect. I love you Y/n, I'm.. I'm falling hard and fast." He panted into your back.

He pulled out , taking you with him, to the sheets. He grabbed you up breathlessly, placing you in front of him on your side. "Steve, I-" you began

"Don't. I mean. You don't have to say it - now, I don't want to rush things I just wanted you to know where I stand. This isn't just a one time- a second go around- type thing-"

You placed a finger over his lips, calming his nerves,"Steve, I understand. I'm pretty sure I love you too, deep down I think I always have. I just didn't give myself the time of day to look at you, in that way."
You finished, looking up at him, he hurriedly pulled you to him, flattening you onto his bare body.

"God Steve! You're crushing me!"you muffled, giggling into his bicep.

"Language" Steve gruffly whispered in your Ear, rubbing his face into your neck.

You sharply exhaled, trying to turn yourself so your back was against him.
"Really? Now?! after all-"

"Yep" Steve replied, laughing, pulling the sheets up around you both. The pure sound of it was wonderful. It was
The last sound you heard, wrapped in Steves arms, drifting off it sleep and it was perfect.

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So.." Tony spoke, placing Y/n's
Half eaten ice cream tub on the glass table.
"You and, robocop?" Tony asked, turning away from his computer screen.
"Now I can honestly say- no joke,
I did not see That coming."

"Yeah well, when the occasion arises..." Nat started, dropping the ice cream scoop to the side of the bowl and pulling her robe around herself.

"Wait, what do you mean, 'when the occasion arises'? " Tony looked to Natasha, swinging side to side in her chair.

Natasha eyes the floor, ignoring his question.
"Nat..." Tony spoke annoyed at her lack of response.

"What! What do you want me to say Stark! Women have cravings just like men!" She threw her hands up in the air, refusing to make eye contact

"Oh God Widow! I can't believe you!." Tony laughed, shaking his head.
"You are a bitch for all that drama that went down, you know that right?"

"Oh! Stop! it all worked out for the best. Anyway,." Natasha closed the ice cream licking her spoon. "I've gotta go get dressed. I'm sure Barnes is wondering where I am." She finished,
standing and stretching.

"Wait? So... You and Barnes...are an item now?" Tony spoke un surely, laying back into his recliner, folding his arms across his chest.

"Oh come on stark, we're
Just dating."