Chapter 1
"I LEAVE FOR A WEEK! A WEEK AND YOU replaced me?! With ..WITH TONY?!"
Your voice squeaked at the end, throat dry, eyes watering as you stormed into the kitchen stopping at Bucky making breakfast. He sat, hunched over at the bar eating cereal.
He looked up toward you, no longer wearing that smug or cocky expression he was famous for. This is something he had been dreading since it happened.
Fury sent you away to work on your ability. Since the Avengers were being watched so closely with every move thy made, he thought it would be best for you to take some time with Professor Xavier at his school, away from prying eyes.
After a week, you received a suspicious text from Clint. Letting your curiosity get the best of you, you decided to go home for the weekend and return the following week to the school.
Imagine your surprise when you walk into your shared room with Bucky to find Steve and Tony wrapped up in the bed sheets.
"Y/n," Steves breath hitches when he noticed you were not a figment of his imagination. You were very much real and very pissed off. Steve glanced over to Tony, a very nude, sleeping Tony. He looked back at you, sitting up a bit.
Y/n- don't. I can explain-"
"Bucky?" You spoke, keeping eyes on Steve, walking about the room, waking Tony. You eyed them both as Steve tried to quickly move from the bed covers to grab at you, you scoffed when he wrapped the covers around his naked body.
"Bucky!" You yelled now, jogging from the room, completely ignoring Steves pleads from the open doorway.
Now you stood face to face with the once feared assassin, Bucky Barnes, letting every curse in every language you could remember, that he ever taught you, spew out your mouth.
Your expression is one of bewilderment as he sits there, complacent until you finished.
He stands, walking over to you, looking you over, running both hands down your arms leaving goosebumps in their wake, taking hold of your trembling hands. He breathes two words, "Come. Here." It was more of a plead rather than a request.You lean into him, letting him wrap his large arms around you, holding you tightly to his body.
You're not sure why you let him. You were beyond angry and the point of reason.
Sobs wracked your body against Buckys chest. He sighed deeply, taking this time, your most vulnerable time, to speak.
"I love you, Steve loves you and Tony, I know he feels some sort of way. Steve and I- we are yours, and you are ours. That's not changin' any time soon doll. But, Steve loves Tony too. Right now, I know it's a lot. I'm. Still, adjusting. Don't think for a second this changes anything between me ..and you." He calmly spoke as you balled your fist, attempting to reel in your wayward emotions. You sniffed, pulling back, facing Bucky you held his cheek, rubbing a thumb across his stubble. You carelessly sigh, bringing his head to yours.
"Bucky.. I love you. You know that, right? I love Steve too. I knew going into this, this relationship with you I couldn't have one of you without the other. But this, Buck, it's too much.." You broke from his grasp and he quickly thrusted off the counter. "Doll, wait..What are you saying? I love you
Y/n, please! Please don't do what I think you're about to do!. I really didn't have a say in Tony joining our.. relationship. Whatever you want to call it-"
Bucky followed you throughout the tower as you made your way back to your apartment, "Talk to me instead of just walking away. We can fix
This. Fix it between you and I. It was just us from the beginning. We can go back to that if you want to, just please,"
Unable to trust your voice, you paused inches from your apartment door. You could hear muffled speech and shuffling beyond the door. Tilting your head back blinking tears away, you remember Steve and Tony were still in there. It was too early in the day to deal with this type of drama in your life.
Bucky, noting you were drawn into your thoughts, where his words will not reach, he kneeled before you, grabbing your lower half, the crushing force snapped you from your mind. He looked up at you, his blue eyes were already watering up, hands clutching your hips at bruising force.
"Please, think about what you're doing. I'm so sorry you came back to find us- to find me.. like this..but please don't do anything rash. I need you. Besides Steve-"
You huffed rolling your eyes, wiping the fallen tears from your cheeks. Bucky realized he shouldn't have mentioned him. "YOU are the ONLY constant in my life since I've come here. I'll be damned if I won't give you up without a fight!" His tears dampened your pants as the fell from his breathtaking blue eyes. You nodded to him, offering your hand down so he would stand. He wrapped his arms around you kissing all over your head and face. He held you so tightly, your feet hovered over the carpet in the hall. He placed you gently back on your feet as you cleared your throat, your rant was far from over.
"Bucky. I have one question for you?"
You bit your lip, finding the strength to ask it. He nodded, still attempting to calm himself coming so close to losing, in his mind, one of his most important treasures in his life.
"Did you think of me before or after you fucked Tony? Hmm? Because it's very hard for me to understand how Tony got into this equation when I WASN'T EVEN HERE!" You screamed in Buckys face, he shut his eyes, turning away from you.
"Thought so" you turned, swiftly kicking your door off its hinges, marching through the split wood.
Bucky was hesitant to follow you into the room at first, the four in an confined space, this spelled trouble.
You briskly walked into your bedroom, eyeing Tony and Steve, you made a bee- line for you closet, grabbing your suitcases. You thought about spreading them across your bed, your mind flashing back to Tony and Steve, in your bed, your covers. You left them opened and scattered about the floor.
Tony eyes you saying nothing, continuing to get himself ready for the day. He wasn't familiar with you like the others. He thought you funny, intelligent, beautiful too but didn't really talk to you much. If this was going to work between the four of you, that would have to change.
Steve turned from Tony toward you, he ran a hand across his face, walking over pulling you gently from the floor to his face. "Y/n, let's not blow this out of proportion. "
"I'm sorry. Wha. What did you say to me? 'Blow this out of proportion?' Fuck you Steve. It's funny. This-" you pointed to each one of the men surrounding you, "it's hilarious! Am I the only one that sees that you went out and got a male version on me. Tan skin? Brown eyes, dark hair? Brilliant and not to mention drop dead sexy! Honestly boys this is like a slap In the face." You laughed, shaking your head moving to grab armfuls of clothing from your dresser.
"Oh please! we aren't EXACTLY the same. I for one am a billionaire. Which you, are not, sweetness ." Tony winked at you, crossing his arms across his chest.
You were done with the games. It was time to put him in his place, even if it would shatter his ego.
"Yeah money. So what. Is that what you did? Use your money to sleep with my boys? I bet that's the only way they would let you fuck them!" Your voice dripped with pain and anger. Steve approached you, grabbing your shoulder, attempting to distract you from your disbelieving words.
You immediately pushed him off, closing in on Tony's form, going in for the kill.
"God knows Pepper wouldn't touch you with a ten foot pole. All the sluts and whores you've been with. Did you ever think to yourself how may relationships, like promising relationships, Mr. Tony Stark had a hand in ruining? By the way, how are Pepper and Happy? I hear he bought a ring?"
Tony, in a fit of anger reached out toward you, Bucky grabbed his wrist, forcefully pushing him back onto the bed behind him.
Steve watched Bucky, his head tilted downward, hoping Tony would stay down upon the mattress.
"Buck, what are you-"
"It's fine Steve", Tony breathed, rolling off the bed straightening his tie.
You squinted your eyes, as Tony headed for the doorway.
"I'll come back when your done with your plaything and want a real man. Or you can come find me, you know where I'll be." Tony spoke, winking as he whistled down the hallway.
"That's it- Ima kill him!" Rolling your neck, you stretched your arms, pupils dilated , then became slit, tuning green as claws protruded from your nails,
"NO POWERS IN THE TOWER!. " you heard Tonys voice from the end of the hall,
You growled, closing your eyes, and shaking your hands. "Y/n- you know I love you. And I'm sorry, truly I am. I mean, why can't all of us be together?" Steve followed you about attempting to keep his voice strong under Buckys sight, continuing as you retrieved belongings from different spots.
Bucky leaned against a wall, unsure what to do with himself as he painfully watched the two people that he loved fall apart.
"Ok, let me back track..It. It started off as flirting and one night, ok. Yeah. And Tony had this party.." Steve scratched the back of his head, nervously looking at you. He had to be delicate with this. Losing you would mean he's loose Bucky too.
Steves awkward stance looked goofy, he began stuttering, the full weight of what was happening hit him like a truck. Relying on his actions speaking louder than words, he quickly stepped to you, kissing you. He kissed you hard, needy. It caught you off guard.
God you were going to miss him.
You broke away, looking from Bucky to Steve. Bucky had pushed away from the wall, hands clenched, just steps away from you and Steve.
"Please think about what you're doing-"
You put your hand up to stop another lecture from Steve, your stomach churned. Of everyone in the tower, it had to be Tony.
"Both of you are filled with sorrow, maybe even regret. Regret that you didn't wait for me, tell me, perhaps just because I caught you. No matter, but..did it ever cross your minds to ask for forgiveness? You're both are 'oh so sorry' yet neither one of you have asked me to forgive ...this. How could we move past this without trust and honesty? I'll tell you how, we can't."
Steve stumbled back, he had been oblivious to how serious this was, coming from you're point of view.
"Baby no."
"That's how I know, I can't stay. "